I feel lost.

[verdant_breeze]

I read about people traveling or having fun with their families, and I think about how I feel trapped in a bad place by joblessness and debt, how i feel guilty about spending credit instead of money. I think about the potential friendships I have and try to figure out why I'm not pursuing them. I think about how I don't want to get close to anyone

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[starcrossedluv]

I went through a lot of the same feelings a few years ago, the lack of money, the growing debt, the loss of friends, the not leaving the house, the not leaving the bed, nothings turning out how i had imagined or planned. But lucky for us we're young, and we have years and years ahead of us to change and find happiness and have fun. I love you darling, i miss you, and there is light at the end of the tunnel.