Well today has been a very interesting day... the play has FINALLY ended.... and we striked the set. But yesterday a certain person asked for help with the chandler... and I was the only one on the stage at the time so I went to help him. But yeah after he was done checking the lights on it he asked someone to tell the person that helped him to ( Read more... )

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Well today was an okay day... at first I just wanted it to just end ... but at the ending of the day it didn't mind it that much anymore. Today the guy I used to like a whole lot and had been ignoring me smiled at me. I know he might have not meant to but he did. And he doesnt know that it seriously made my day that he did. I've been trying to act ( Read more... )

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Been thinking a lot lately and found this song that makes me think about the one guy that means the world to me... but he's all the way back home in Jersey. I can't wait to see him when I go back home this break for summer. I don't know what I would do if I ever completely lost him. I know we're not dating anymore but if I could change that I think ( Read more... )

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Today before the play a friend of mine said something that really struck a nerve. This caused me to run off and hide backstage for a while by myself to think and possible cry. But I didn't cry at all... what I did do was think. And I think I came up with a reason for why the guy I like was/is acting the way he did/does before my mistakes. From ( Read more... )

Well I don't know what to do about the guy I like... I'm try to ignore him and see if that works cuz that's what I've heard he wants.... but that's not working for me. It's killing me on the inside... but I guess I have to deal with it. But I just listened to the new BACKSTREET BOYS single "Incomplete" and its perfect. It also is a great song all ( Read more... )