Mr. Nothing [1/11]
Author: 暗
Beta: 軽
Length: Multi-chapter
Genre: Drama, angst, AU
Rating: NC-17 *warning: mention of sensitive topics that can be triggering*
Pairing: ShoxMr.Nothing ; OhMiya [hinted]Disclaimer: we don't own them as much as we wish for it, they are people and slavery is illegal and all of that.
Summary: He stopped questioning what was he doing with his life. He had lost himself a long ago. Misused, misunderstood. He didn’t know what he had done with himself nor wanted to know. Fuck, being fucked, boys, girls… it didn’t matter to him. This was his life; this had been his life for a long time. A life directed to self-destruction since the moment he lost himself. Self-injury, alcohol, sex with strangers, self-hate… he didn’t care anymore, he was empty, he was Mr. Nothing. But for Sakurai Sho, he would become Mr. Everything.
Note: This is merely from Sho's pov.
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Sho stepped out of his house slamming the door shut. Lately, everyday had become a fight in his house. He could clearly see the reason why that was happening, but the more his parents would blame him and recriminate him, the more he’d act like that. It had become a vicious circle that he had no intention to stop. Why to do it? For the first time he was enjoying his life. Going out, hooking up with boys, getting drunk, doing nothing with his life… all of that had become a routine, and if his parents accepted it or not was the last of his worries, it had just added some technical difficulties, like waking up in the morning with the worst hang over ever because of the loud shouts of them.
That night, he was going to meet some of his friends to go to a bar they’d heard about a lot lately. It wasn’t new, but was getting fame in the last months and they were thrilled to give it a try, and luckily, one of his friends had already been there to put them in situation of what kind of atmosphere or people went there. Not that Sho cared, all he had in mind was to enjoy himself, get drunk, maybe taking some drugs and hook up with any pretty guy around.
They arrived to the place easily, even though it was a hard to find place. Maybe that was part of why it was starting to get fame, for all the people that would try to find it but ended up lost in the middle of nowhere. The place didn’t call much the attention, if it wasn’t because of the people outside and the music that could be lightly heard as you got close. At first sight, it just look like another ugly dark bar to Sho, but who knows, maybe he could find something interesting in there.
As soon as they came into the place they took a look around, from now on, each of them was on their own. It was the usual thing, they'd agree to go together, but what any of them did after that was their problem. Sho watched as his friends went around before starting to walk towards the bar to get his usual drink. As soon as he got it, he turned around and started to scan the place to look for anything interesting that he could enjoy that night. He could see Jun already dancing surrounded by people in the dance floor, and Nino and Ohno making out in a solitary corner of the place.
His eyes kept wondering around, he could distinguish the groups; everywhere was the same, the same kind of people. He could see the group of girls dressed as sluts but that wouldn't do anything with a guy, then the group of girls that would do anything. The drug dealers, the people taking them. The dancers and the people that just stayed still looking at the people dancing... Same shit as always. Sho finished his drink and ordered another one, but this time, as he turned around, something caught his attention, or would be better to say somebody. He kept observing the guy, moving like if he didn't care about whatever was around him. Sho kept staring at him the moment a girl was dancing close to him and also when he started to kiss her, until he looked like he got bored of it and pushed the girl away. He couldn't stop looking at him all the time, he could see his lanky body moving around careless, obviously showing the results of alcohol and maybe something more.
Sho wasn't doing much better, he was already in the middle of his third drink, and his mind was making the decision for him: no matter what, he'd get this guy that night. That's why as he saw a random guy getting close to the stranger and starting to kiss him he walked in their direction, not caring about anything or the consequences, and stole the tall guy from the arms of the other one, pulling him into the toilet.
As they got into there, Sho saw how the taller man freed his arm and turned to look at him with a smirk on his face. Again, Sho didn’t think before pushing him against the door and kissing him fiercely. It didn’t take long before he felt the other guy returning the kiss, still smirking through it, as if he was finding this amusing. Soon, both of them had their hands roaming through each other’s body. Sho was getting more and more aroused with the sounds the stranger was letting out, he quickly moved to unzip the taller man’s trousers while the other had already put his hand into Sho’s ones and was stroking his member.
It didn’t need much time till the stranger turned his back to Sho, hinting him what he wanted. Sho finally pulled down his own trousers before taking out a condom out of his pocket. He looked again at the stranger and moved his hands to pull down his pants before his hands started roaming around his butt cheeks, kicking his legs to separate them more. Sho’s mind was lost in the situation, up till now, none of his other fucks have been this ready to be done, nor he had wanted to done them this much as with this one.
Sho moved his hand to the other guy’s mouth, letting him suck his fingers, coating them with saliva before he moved it again towards his ass, directly towards his entrance, barely able to wait more to fuck him. After the second finger, Sho couldn’t control himself more, he took his fingers out and the whine the other gave him for that went right to his member. He peeled the condom and put it over his erection before moving again towards the stranger’s entrance and pushing it all in one go. He pulled the others hair, to make him turn and kissed him wildly, while kept pushing into him in a crazy pace.
The moved his other hand to the front of the other and started to stroke him at the same pace, amazed of the tightness he was getting any time his finger brushed the tip. It didn’t take more for any of them to cum, leaving Sho panting staring at the other guy while he dresses himself again.
It was by far the best one Sho has had in a while, and Sho couldn’t stop thinking how hard he wanted to repeat that again. But the other was already dressed and ready to leave while Sho was still a panting mess. Wasn’t that guy tired? He had been there fucking like crazy a minute again like him.
“What are you?”
Sho’s stare was stuck to the other’s every movement, and observed amazed that smirk, the same one as before.
“I’m… nothing”
The stranger moved to the door and Sho talked to him while pulling on his pants again, before he could leave.
“Then, I hope I’ll see you around again, Mr. Nothing”
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A/N: I know, I know. Super short first chapter -.- So, guessings about the pairing? XD Since it was short, we'll try to make the updates more often. Hope you've enjoyed it! <3
Beta: 軽
Length: Multi-chapter
Genre: Drama, angst, AU
Rating: NC-17 *warning: mention of sensitive topics that can be triggering*
Pairing: ShoxMr.Nothing ; OhMiya [hinted]Disclaimer: we don't own them as much as we wish for it, they are people and slavery is illegal and all of that.
Summary: He stopped questioning what was he doing with his life. He had lost himself a long ago. Misused, misunderstood. He didn’t know what he had done with himself nor wanted to know. Fuck, being fucked, boys, girls… it didn’t matter to him. This was his life; this had been his life for a long time. A life directed to self-destruction since the moment he lost himself. Self-injury, alcohol, sex with strangers, self-hate… he didn’t care anymore, he was empty, he was Mr. Nothing. But for Sakurai Sho, he would become Mr. Everything.
Note: This is merely from Sho's pov.
_______________________________________
Sho stepped out of his house slamming the door shut. Lately, everyday had become a fight in his house. He could clearly see the reason why that was happening, but the more his parents would blame him and recriminate him, the more he’d act like that. It had become a vicious circle that he had no intention to stop. Why to do it? For the first time he was enjoying his life. Going out, hooking up with boys, getting drunk, doing nothing with his life… all of that had become a routine, and if his parents accepted it or not was the last of his worries, it had just added some technical difficulties, like waking up in the morning with the worst hang over ever because of the loud shouts of them.
That night, he was going to meet some of his friends to go to a bar they’d heard about a lot lately. It wasn’t new, but was getting fame in the last months and they were thrilled to give it a try, and luckily, one of his friends had already been there to put them in situation of what kind of atmosphere or people went there. Not that Sho cared, all he had in mind was to enjoy himself, get drunk, maybe taking some drugs and hook up with any pretty guy around.
They arrived to the place easily, even though it was a hard to find place. Maybe that was part of why it was starting to get fame, for all the people that would try to find it but ended up lost in the middle of nowhere. The place didn’t call much the attention, if it wasn’t because of the people outside and the music that could be lightly heard as you got close. At first sight, it just look like another ugly dark bar to Sho, but who knows, maybe he could find something interesting in there.
As soon as they came into the place they took a look around, from now on, each of them was on their own. It was the usual thing, they'd agree to go together, but what any of them did after that was their problem. Sho watched as his friends went around before starting to walk towards the bar to get his usual drink. As soon as he got it, he turned around and started to scan the place to look for anything interesting that he could enjoy that night. He could see Jun already dancing surrounded by people in the dance floor, and Nino and Ohno making out in a solitary corner of the place.
His eyes kept wondering around, he could distinguish the groups; everywhere was the same, the same kind of people. He could see the group of girls dressed as sluts but that wouldn't do anything with a guy, then the group of girls that would do anything. The drug dealers, the people taking them. The dancers and the people that just stayed still looking at the people dancing... Same shit as always. Sho finished his drink and ordered another one, but this time, as he turned around, something caught his attention, or would be better to say somebody. He kept observing the guy, moving like if he didn't care about whatever was around him. Sho kept staring at him the moment a girl was dancing close to him and also when he started to kiss her, until he looked like he got bored of it and pushed the girl away. He couldn't stop looking at him all the time, he could see his lanky body moving around careless, obviously showing the results of alcohol and maybe something more.
Sho wasn't doing much better, he was already in the middle of his third drink, and his mind was making the decision for him: no matter what, he'd get this guy that night. That's why as he saw a random guy getting close to the stranger and starting to kiss him he walked in their direction, not caring about anything or the consequences, and stole the tall guy from the arms of the other one, pulling him into the toilet.
As they got into there, Sho saw how the taller man freed his arm and turned to look at him with a smirk on his face. Again, Sho didn’t think before pushing him against the door and kissing him fiercely. It didn’t take long before he felt the other guy returning the kiss, still smirking through it, as if he was finding this amusing. Soon, both of them had their hands roaming through each other’s body. Sho was getting more and more aroused with the sounds the stranger was letting out, he quickly moved to unzip the taller man’s trousers while the other had already put his hand into Sho’s ones and was stroking his member.
It didn’t need much time till the stranger turned his back to Sho, hinting him what he wanted. Sho finally pulled down his own trousers before taking out a condom out of his pocket. He looked again at the stranger and moved his hands to pull down his pants before his hands started roaming around his butt cheeks, kicking his legs to separate them more. Sho’s mind was lost in the situation, up till now, none of his other fucks have been this ready to be done, nor he had wanted to done them this much as with this one.
Sho moved his hand to the other guy’s mouth, letting him suck his fingers, coating them with saliva before he moved it again towards his ass, directly towards his entrance, barely able to wait more to fuck him. After the second finger, Sho couldn’t control himself more, he took his fingers out and the whine the other gave him for that went right to his member. He peeled the condom and put it over his erection before moving again towards the stranger’s entrance and pushing it all in one go. He pulled the others hair, to make him turn and kissed him wildly, while kept pushing into him in a crazy pace.
The moved his other hand to the front of the other and started to stroke him at the same pace, amazed of the tightness he was getting any time his finger brushed the tip. It didn’t take more for any of them to cum, leaving Sho panting staring at the other guy while he dresses himself again.
It was by far the best one Sho has had in a while, and Sho couldn’t stop thinking how hard he wanted to repeat that again. But the other was already dressed and ready to leave while Sho was still a panting mess. Wasn’t that guy tired? He had been there fucking like crazy a minute again like him.
“What are you?”
Sho’s stare was stuck to the other’s every movement, and observed amazed that smirk, the same one as before.
“I’m… nothing”
The stranger moved to the door and Sho talked to him while pulling on his pants again, before he could leave.
“Then, I hope I’ll see you around again, Mr. Nothing”
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A/N: I know, I know. Super short first chapter -.- So, guessings about the pairing? XD Since it was short, we'll try to make the updates more often. Hope you've enjoyed it! <3