My First Love [4/?]
Author: Veridanya (暗 and 軽 collaborating)
Genre: Romance, angst
Rating: G [can change at some chapters]
Pairing: SakurAiba, Ohmiya (hinted), SakuMoto (one-sided)
Disclaimer: we don't own them (We wish tho... T_T)
Summary: Can you forget the person you loved the most once? Can you forget the person whose existence marked you? Could you forget your first love?
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Really, what was this guy trying? Was it just a game for him? It had never been a game for Aiba, not even now. Why was he doing that? Matsumoto had told him clearly, Sho was his. And why was hurting him that much this fact? He didn't feel anything for Sho anymore; he wasn't supposed to feel anything for him once again. Then why he could get this out of his mind?
He was lying in his sofa with his eyes closed, but not even close to fall asleep when he heard somebody knocking at his door.
He didn't think twice before opening the door and it took him so little to realize who was there and try to close the door shut. But the other was faster, preventing him from doing it.
"Get out!"
"No until you listen to me"
"I don't want to hear nothing from you, go back to your dear Matsumoto"
Aiba kept trying to close his door but the other pushed more and got into Aiba's apartment. The taller man gave up and went to sit on the floor besides the table.
"To the point Sakurai, I'm listening, right? Now spit whatever you want and leave"
Sho sighed before sitting on the sofa next to the other man.
"I know Jun talked to you before, hope he didn't say anything unnecessary"
Jun. Aiba flinched at hearing that name. They are so close. Closer than what they'd ever be.
"That's all? Now leave" Aiba was exhausted, he didn't even tried to make clear that they didn't have a relationship that wasn’t work related.
He didn't want to look at him or everything would fall apart.
"I said leave!" He could see Sho wasn't moving at all, but all he wanted was to be alone.
Just as he moved towards the other man, decided to push him out of his apartment, the other guy grabbed him and kissed him fiercely, pushing him against the floor and setting himself on top of him.
Aiba struggled to resist, but the other one was stronger and secured his hands and legs so he couldn't move nor escape. But Aiba was determined to not give in the kiss, and he did it until he felt Sho's hand palming his clothed member. It was just then when he surrendered and stopped struggling.
He gave up and started to kiss him back until he snapped out of his trance realizing the situation and pushing Sho out of top of him and pushed him out of his apartment.
As soon as he was left alone again, Aiba's knees gave up and he felt on the floor, with tears flowing uncontrollably. Thoughts of what had just happened, Matsumoto's words or what happened 10 years ago, overflowing his mind. He had been about to give in, all that he had been avoiding, all the defensive walls he had set to protect himself from suffering again because of love were about to give in for a minute.
As he controlled himself again, he got up and started walking towards his bed. It was then when his phone beeped with a mail.
From: idiot boss
To: Aiba Masaki
I'm sorry for what has just happened. I shouldn't have... Sorry.
Aiba didn't even bothered to reply; he just closed his phone and lied on his bed, hoping not to have any dream that night.
He heard the knock on the door and turned around to check the hour on the night table clock.
3 am? He thought annoyed, and stood up to open the door.
“What you want now?” Was the first thing he said as soon as he realized who it was.
“Aiba, sorry for what happened before. I wasn’t thinking” Sho said with a very worried expression on his face, that made Aiba’s heart itch.
“It-it’s ok…” he replied in a low voice and getting close to the other guy “I just didn’t expected”
Sho blushed and also walked close to him, wrapping his arms on his waist and looking at him straight in the eyes
“I love you” he whispered making Aiba blush before he moved to kiss him softly
Aiba felt his heart was about to came out of his chest and without hesitation wrapped his arms on the other’s neck and kissed him back intensifying the kiss
It didn’t take long before they separated their lips and Aiba looked at Sho with a shiny tone of red on his cheeks
“Wanna stay tonight?”
Aiba woke up suddenly, almost jumping out of the bed and looking around confused. “It was just a dream”. The alarm of his clock would ring in 30 minutes. He threw himself on the bed again, it hadn't been an unpleasant dream, and that was the worst part. He had vowed not to fall in love again, what the fuck with that dream?
He dragged himself out of bed and walked to the shower. He knew it was gonna be unavoidable to face Sakurai, but today, he really didn't want to see him
He left his home earlier than usual, it was his new strategy to avoid the other guy, so hopefully he wouldn't have to see him until the time they'd start working, and probably they'll be busy enough to make it harder to be alone with him. He was pleased his plan was working when he didn't see the other on the train.
"Finally a relaxed trip to the office" he thought
Lately he'd have found the other there no matter what, but this time he didn't need to keep his guard and could just go to the office relaxing while listening to some music.But as soon as he opened the door of their office, his smile disappeared when he saw who was the only person there.
"Oh crap"
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A/N: So, here it is, chapter 4! Honestly, this chapter became a monster without us noticing, so we decided to divide it in parts. And thanks to all of you that comments in our post (and also to all of the people that reads it but doesn't comment :P)
So, as we don't really have a pattern for when to post a new chapter... I have no idea when next one will be posted. But luckily will be soon ^^
Genre: Romance, angst
Rating: G [can change at some chapters]
Pairing: SakurAiba, Ohmiya (hinted), SakuMoto (one-sided)
Disclaimer: we don't own them (We wish tho... T_T)
Summary: Can you forget the person you loved the most once? Can you forget the person whose existence marked you? Could you forget your first love?
_____________________________
Really, what was this guy trying? Was it just a game for him? It had never been a game for Aiba, not even now. Why was he doing that? Matsumoto had told him clearly, Sho was his. And why was hurting him that much this fact? He didn't feel anything for Sho anymore; he wasn't supposed to feel anything for him once again. Then why he could get this out of his mind?
He was lying in his sofa with his eyes closed, but not even close to fall asleep when he heard somebody knocking at his door.
He didn't think twice before opening the door and it took him so little to realize who was there and try to close the door shut. But the other was faster, preventing him from doing it.
"Get out!"
"No until you listen to me"
"I don't want to hear nothing from you, go back to your dear Matsumoto"
Aiba kept trying to close his door but the other pushed more and got into Aiba's apartment. The taller man gave up and went to sit on the floor besides the table.
"To the point Sakurai, I'm listening, right? Now spit whatever you want and leave"
Sho sighed before sitting on the sofa next to the other man.
"I know Jun talked to you before, hope he didn't say anything unnecessary"
Jun. Aiba flinched at hearing that name. They are so close. Closer than what they'd ever be.
"That's all? Now leave" Aiba was exhausted, he didn't even tried to make clear that they didn't have a relationship that wasn’t work related.
He didn't want to look at him or everything would fall apart.
"I said leave!" He could see Sho wasn't moving at all, but all he wanted was to be alone.
Just as he moved towards the other man, decided to push him out of his apartment, the other guy grabbed him and kissed him fiercely, pushing him against the floor and setting himself on top of him.
Aiba struggled to resist, but the other one was stronger and secured his hands and legs so he couldn't move nor escape. But Aiba was determined to not give in the kiss, and he did it until he felt Sho's hand palming his clothed member. It was just then when he surrendered and stopped struggling.
He gave up and started to kiss him back until he snapped out of his trance realizing the situation and pushing Sho out of top of him and pushed him out of his apartment.
As soon as he was left alone again, Aiba's knees gave up and he felt on the floor, with tears flowing uncontrollably. Thoughts of what had just happened, Matsumoto's words or what happened 10 years ago, overflowing his mind. He had been about to give in, all that he had been avoiding, all the defensive walls he had set to protect himself from suffering again because of love were about to give in for a minute.
As he controlled himself again, he got up and started walking towards his bed. It was then when his phone beeped with a mail.
From: idiot boss
To: Aiba Masaki
I'm sorry for what has just happened. I shouldn't have... Sorry.
Aiba didn't even bothered to reply; he just closed his phone and lied on his bed, hoping not to have any dream that night.
He heard the knock on the door and turned around to check the hour on the night table clock.
3 am? He thought annoyed, and stood up to open the door.
“What you want now?” Was the first thing he said as soon as he realized who it was.
“Aiba, sorry for what happened before. I wasn’t thinking” Sho said with a very worried expression on his face, that made Aiba’s heart itch.
“It-it’s ok…” he replied in a low voice and getting close to the other guy “I just didn’t expected”
Sho blushed and also walked close to him, wrapping his arms on his waist and looking at him straight in the eyes
“I love you” he whispered making Aiba blush before he moved to kiss him softly
Aiba felt his heart was about to came out of his chest and without hesitation wrapped his arms on the other’s neck and kissed him back intensifying the kiss
It didn’t take long before they separated their lips and Aiba looked at Sho with a shiny tone of red on his cheeks
“Wanna stay tonight?”
Aiba woke up suddenly, almost jumping out of the bed and looking around confused. “It was just a dream”. The alarm of his clock would ring in 30 minutes. He threw himself on the bed again, it hadn't been an unpleasant dream, and that was the worst part. He had vowed not to fall in love again, what the fuck with that dream?
He dragged himself out of bed and walked to the shower. He knew it was gonna be unavoidable to face Sakurai, but today, he really didn't want to see him
He left his home earlier than usual, it was his new strategy to avoid the other guy, so hopefully he wouldn't have to see him until the time they'd start working, and probably they'll be busy enough to make it harder to be alone with him. He was pleased his plan was working when he didn't see the other on the train.
"Finally a relaxed trip to the office" he thought
Lately he'd have found the other there no matter what, but this time he didn't need to keep his guard and could just go to the office relaxing while listening to some music.But as soon as he opened the door of their office, his smile disappeared when he saw who was the only person there.
"Oh crap"
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A/N: So, here it is, chapter 4! Honestly, this chapter became a monster without us noticing, so we decided to divide it in parts. And thanks to all of you that comments in our post (and also to all of the people that reads it but doesn't comment :P)
So, as we don't really have a pattern for when to post a new chapter... I have no idea when next one will be posted. But luckily will be soon ^^