prelude to spite

[veritablefake]

so i've managed to do it again.
i've fallen hard for a girl i barely know, who couldn't care less if i existed.
i find it repugnant how my fascination always ends up caught by one who doesn't want it.
i mean, i wouldn't consider myself much of a looker, but i have caught girls checking me out before (including a few digustingly desperate but

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[blueimpulse]

girls suck, guys suck, we all suck so very hard.
where are you going to school?
don't sweat the normal teenage guy feelings, everything'll turn out fine because you're cool.

[byronic_panda]

i have caught girls checking me out before (including a few digustingly desperate but nonetheless milf-appeal holding housewives)

hahah, when i read this, i got this mental image of a ben running away from a house without his pantalons, in hot pursuit by the man he'd just cuckolded. kind of like in byron's don juan, but you know, filipino.

whenever i get to feeling that way, i read the bible and feel better. wait, i actually meant that i jerk off and feel better. why am i always confusing the two?

[blueimpulse]

jerk off to the bible?

hehe

[anonymous]

ben, i check u out all the time, and that speaks for itself.

ashlee simpson 4eva,
jpark

[rhymeswithluck]

Oh Ben we all know ye to be an animal in the sack. Mighty Serphent is your tribal name according to that old navy seal in Perkins. Anyways second thoughts happen. Why did I go here? Why am I even bothering? Could I have done better? Where are my pants and who is this random naked girl next to me who smells of hootch and the "jazz"? All these are questions one asks in that first few months of college.

Hopefully we'll see each other afore we go our separate ways.

Later Benezra.

hola

[jparkingspace]

heyyy
this is jeff from korea.. guess what? i met eugene of SES a few days ago!! ill feed u the details later, but man, shes fine.
neway, i got a livejournal account to keep in touch with ppl, joining the weblog community once again. :-D