Success has many feathers, but failure is an orphan. We band together to make ourselves relevant. Stick our heads so deep in the shit that we start to smell of it. I keep two lives inside of me. Eventually it will catch up to me. Brittle callous exterior and a squishy interior. I don't make friends too easily, because I can't get near ya. So bent I ( Read more... )

Nothing a few Advil won't fix. Nothing following through on a few bad ideas won't nix. I've got to many sins, my crucifix feels like a ton of bricks. Wanted something deliberate and what I got was 86'ed. Can't contain my aura with these hands that are so porous. I can't be held accountable to myself. I can't get a handle on what it was like to be ( Read more... )

I take solace in knowing that I'm taking one broken heart away instead of adding to the pile that I've created there.

When you bear your soul to those you love, ask them to put away their fangs first. Nothing worse that exposing raw meat to a hungry wolf. More likely to get several parts torn off than just a nibble. Maybe mixed with a bit of kibble, it could satisfy a passionate dribble. Always my words devolve into mindless scribbles. Words that always find a way ( Read more... )

I keep love in my heart so ( Read more... )

It is intoxicating
to know
that the source
of her
pleasure
&
pain
are one and the
same

Know not what you do or what you say lest it be misinterpreted in the wrong way. Deliberately your face shys aways and your hands claim another's day. While others cheers to your marriage, I'm just a homewrecker & I live to break you off.

You see me for what I really am. Past the rosy colored lenses and December's Very Best. Icy glare. Frost bitten hair. Won't put up with my shit; gladly, madly, sadly slam my fist upon that door. Guess I'm not welcome in your heart anymore only in your bed.

Because the dream is real and I can no longer sweep under the rug the things I feel. Can't work out anymore deals. Time to let go of the things I cannot change, but remember the things that changed me. I've been too empty for too long. Punishing myself by applying an apathy salve. My eyes they burn. My arms they burn. My teeth they hurt My heart is ( Read more... )

Time after time after time. I get money but I'm never satisfied. Money over everything? Yeah I got money on my mind, but I'm never satisfied. I've heard it all before And I've paid for all my lies (as well as yours). I can be held accountable for what I d to get it, because money is all I get and I'm never satisfied. I keep running like it's money ( Read more... )