i'm sitting in courtney's room, in her bed, on her computer. all of these combine to make rachel a pretty happy girl. Except for her stomach. Which appears to have stopped hurting, but she's worried about it--gianna's and jeanne's eating habits apparently conspired against me last night. grrrr. but tonight will be fun!!!!
I really hate writing papers. And I'm no good at it anymore. I'm finishing this damn paper if it kills me. Or not. I want a majority for it. I'm running so behind on all this finals shit. Fuck. Grrrrrrr... I hate school. I want to go home.
my new life: papers. papers papers papers papers. no social interaction. no nothing. food. sleep. employment. papers. doing my best to disappear. because i am not so confident about getting all this done. papers papers papers papers