A new year, renewed friendships, new friendships, new outlooks, new...beginings.  This is going to be a very interesting year indeed.  Monday.  Monday I am going to go get my passport.  Who knows?  I might be taking a trip this year!

Talk about a knife-wrenching last couple hours.  And you know what really sucks?  There is not a sole out there that I can talk to about it.  Not really.  It's a very strange situation.  Very long, twisted and strange situation.  Oddly enough, after going through the whole gamet of emotions?  I'm actually doing ok.  A bit numb & sad, but ok.  I ( Read more... )

Hmmm, interesting day, very interesting.  I'll not say more at this point, mostly because I dont' want to jinx things.  Let's just say, I think I'm getting a good start on my resolutions!

So I saw that new Christmas movie.  Holiday something or other.  The one with Kate Winslet & Cameron Diaz in it.  Very good movie.  Really struck a few cords.  Very thought provoking.  New Year's is just around the bend.  Time for new resolutions.  Ones that will be followed through.  Yes, I will definately be following through with them this year ( Read more... )

I don't usually post the same thing on here & my other page, but I figured tonight would be an exception....

To say this has been an interesting Christmas would be an understatement.  I don't even know where to begin or how much to even include on here.

For those of you who know what's been going on in my life this past year, you know it's been a ( Read more... )

And the eye-opening experiences just keep on coming.  It's almost surreal how these twisted thinks keep coming up.  You know what?  So I'm not a perfect size 4 with a D cup.  Get over it.  I never was and never fucking will be.  Simple as that.  No woman is entirely happy with how she looks, but for those of us that don't fit that description - we ( Read more... )

I think the winds of change are finally starting to go my way.....  :-)

It's interesting the thoughts that go through your mind when you run into people from your past...  I saw someone today I haven't seen in several years.  Interesting....  It's really weird because I have actually tried several times in the past 3 or 4 years to get in touch with her son & he had basically just disappeared.  Turns out, not so much, ( Read more... )

It really is amazing the places we find inspiration and hope.  I was going through the book I'm writing earlier tonight.  Interesting how my writing and artwork has changed over the years and from experience to experience.  Love is a very strong muse.  New love, love between friends, love scorned, love lost, the list goes on and on.  There are ( Read more... )

This stinks.  I'm finally in a creative mood & I have no clue where that canvas went!  There's a painting I started about a year ago and haven't touched in several months because I lost "the mood."  I have a few really good ideas about where I want to go with it, but I kind of need the canvas before I can continue....  I've already searched 2 rooms ( Read more... )