Brought by the not-so-popular demands of Amanda, Kyle, and Sarah... here is my crappy poem. Amanda loved it but I'm so critic on my writting.
Guardian Angel
Whatever you need I am here
To sooth your wounds; to wipe your tears
To take your pain onto myself
It hurts me too, but I wanna help
I'll endure your sufferings, chase away you fears
Baby I'll be here for the rest of your years
Scream at me, hurt me, abuse me too
I'm gonna stay no matter what you do
Every plan I'm saying, every action is real
I wanna give back to you how you made me feel
What you have done has ripped me apart
But as odd as it seems; you're the only one for my heart
I live everyday in it's entireity dedicated to you
It's hard to believe me, but I promise you its true
I sacrafice my everything, my feelings, my life
I"d do anything to be sure you're happy and alright
I know every word I'm saying sounds a bit crazy
That everything I think is because my mind is hazy
But I assure you, I know exactly what I'm saying
No matter what you think of this, I'm still prosuing
For I am your guardian angel, it's my destiny
And every ounce of pain I recieve is fine with me
So ease your worries, go to sleep
I'll continue to be here when you weep
Close your eyes, have sweet dreams
Hopefully one day you'll wake up and realize what this means.
I'm a hussla homie. Holla back opinions...
Gah I get all funny when I'm nervous. >.<
Also confessing...
I really have been thinking a lot. Reflecting, seeing truths, seeing and finding myself. I would love it so much if I could write as beautifully as some of the bands I listen to, and sing like them to. That would be amazing for me. I also wish i could draw amazing like Alyssa or Amanda. If I could do those things - wow. But I also see my psychological talents, which I'm proud of. But I realyl wanna be a singer... that'd be so awesome.
And I also decided I do'nt belong here. I'm SOOO different frlom everyone else and I feel so misplaced and misunderstood it's crazy. I just wanna get away. I had a nice version while tlaking with Orlando about being in Alaska at night - with all the beautiful stars and the northern lights, alone in the quiet and clear night with the coolness, listeing to my music that I soak in like a sponge. I'd love that... I think way too much of the weirdest things eh?