I just feel crappy. ='( T.T LIke my icon? I can relate so much ( Read more... )

•Well, I was offered my first cigarette the day of the wake by my uncle... of all people. That was strange. My cousin was starrring at me wondering if I was gonna reach for it. Strange. Everyone in my family smokes ( Read more... )

Ashley: Justin, please don't throw it out the window.
*throws it out the window*
Jackson: Justin, you're a lost cause.

Hahhahaha.... The car ride home from the restraunt... I love them. <3 ( Read more... )

Today was the wake. It was sad. I finally teared up a little bit. Me and Justin. Everyone else just cried. I felt sorry for everyone and I felt cold as ever. But it was really long. He just didn't look like he belonged in a coffin. =\ I called a few people. Like 200 people came. He was so well liked from everyone. I just noticed that ( Read more... )

Awww! I love this song! lol. WEll anyway, I have to be at the funeral home really soon, but I might as well write this as I wait. I have a reading during the mass. I wonder how it's gonna go. I've never been to a wake. I hope you guys did awesome on your exams! I know you did, you're all smart ( Read more... )

Today is half a year. I love you Brandon!!!!!!! You can open your letter now sorry if it's weird. *I'm wearing the ring, your necklace, and of course your bracelet as always. Charmander is in my purse. I'm pathetic ( Read more... )

WEll. OUr flight was two hours delayed, but it was a good flight. It was delayed from storms that usually aren't here this time of the year and it's 50 degrees here. It's crazy. So the flight was good. I thought it was the best flight I"ve ever had, but we were trying to get to the hospital as soon as we could but it was too late... he passes ( Read more... )

Ok guys. I have no idea when I'm gonna be able to post again. Hopefully soon so I can update you a lot. THis isn't gonna be long cuz I'm dead tired. Sorry I haven't been repling either I've been SO busy! Alright, so today was very emotional... cried in the begining, clung the rest of the time. My geography teacher made me present my report ( Read more... )

GUYS: TOMORROW IS MY LAST DAY OF SCHOOL. i HAVE TO LEAVE EARLY. MY GRANDPA IS DYING. I'M SO UPSET. I'M GOING TO MISS ALL OF YOU SOOOO MUCH! T.T I'M SO SAD. I CAN'T EVEN TAKE IT ANYMORE. I'M ON THE VERGE OF TEARS CUZ I CAN'T HANDLE IT. I REALLY CAN'T. I WAS LOOKING AT MY MOOD RING CUZ AS SOON AS I GOT IT I LOVED IT.... I FUCKIN BROKE IT ( Read more... )

It looks like I'm leaving you guys early... at this point. Don't party too hard.