I understand now what's going on through his head... at least a good portion of it. And it releves me a lot now that I have foudn the answers to most of my questions. But it still doesn't change what he's put me through and how he's been with me. I really hope he lets me in and lets his guard down to me like I did for him ( Read more... )

How many times a day can someone lie to you ( Read more... )

I found something out last night... when I eventually fell asleep at like 3 or so I woke up from a nightmare about it at 7:30... gah. Who do I trust anymore ( Read more... )

It's been awhile hasn't it?

Mom: So how's your schdeule change?
Me: Alright.
Who's in your classes?
Me: Jessie and Levinson in Historn and Rachel and Levinson, Helen, and Brandon in english.
Mom: So how's Brandon?
Me: I miss him.
Mom: No offense but he really doesn't miss you ( Read more... )

Well yesterday wasn't that bad. The school part was. Not with the subject just my crazy thoughts. All I wanted to do was go home. Steven wanted me to stay after school, but I watched Brandon and Kim disappear somewhere, felt sick, and went home. All I wanted was to be absolutely alone. I called him, and he called me back. I told him how ( Read more... )

"Going Under" - Evanescence ( Read more... )

So I lost proaby the most favorite necklace I've ever owned... ony go tot wear it twice... *dies*

I didn't eat at lunch... didn't have time...

If you love me you will DEFINALLY read these lyrics...

( Linkin Park )

Sooo the first day of school for everyone. Most said it was crappy. And right they were. I mean, it was good considering EVERYONE is in my lunch and biology class… and I know a few in almost every other class. Not friends really but we could change that. Of course there was the whole entire Brandon thing… I was gonna totally just slap him and ( Read more... )

Already so today was Warped Tour. Yay! I'm happy I went cuz I almost dind't. Let's start from the begining ( Read more... )

Brandon - I have a girlfriend. Kim. Yea. YAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYA!

Told you he never loved me. Replaced me like that. And he's trilled! So anyone who never believe me and never cared now you know. I told you he was horrible. I never knew a single human being could be so... HEARTLESS! Not like any of you care. Just stupid Veronica with stupid ( Read more... )