I don't know whether to scream for help and call everyone I know for help and guidance or to push away in fear of being hurt by my friends to or to hurt them by my unhealthy state. I'm lost. I have no where to go. Part of me is gone until I felt it's safe to let it come back. My constant state of mind has been panic. I wanna say help me! But ( Read more... )

So yesterday I finally got a backpack and a bathing suit. Yay. Last night I felt lost. LIke I had no where to run. Of course no matter how much I told myself not to, I called him anyway... it didn't matter cuz he didn't answer. I was like, that's it. I'm calling one more person before I get myself into trouble. Called Daniele. She made me ( Read more... )

"I'm Lost Without You ( Read more... )

So...

Me and Brandon are on a break... he couldn't give the last flying fuck even though I was sitting there balling my eyes out. He was too busy for me so I decided to go. Mom came home, looked at me, and goes, "How long was the dog outside?!" First question. I was like, "I hate humanity!" So if I hate everyone fo awhile now you know why.

So since my bug incident in the shower a couple things happened. That day me and my accomplance D went to the Sawgrass Mall and saw War of the Worlds. It was actualyl scary to me. I never get scared in movies. I'm usually laughing. But that worked. It was realy good though. Then we walked and tlaked and had a good time. After awhile we saw ( Read more... )

I just heard that a new tropical depression is forming... woot ( Read more... )

I acutally ahve no clue why I'm posting. Probably cuz I haven't in awhile. Finals are to be taken soon. Joy. Anyone make plans with me?

I AM A MIRACLE WORKER! I just cured Jessie's headache!

I... I am Veronica Lynn Suarez. Supreme ruler and chancellor of this puny universe... oh.. and this is Daniele.. she's cool too.

Daniele is now my apprentice in pure evil!

Wooters.

So Brandon's at Eddison's... they're partying, I'm missing him... A lot... But it's all god, cuz I got Jessie and her Boyfriend and I just had a really god steak dinner. I still have to finish my permit book and play some Zelda today cuz I'm OBSESSED. I might hang out with Soto cuz she's in my neighborhood. I can't hang out with anyone on ( Read more... )

Name 20 random friends and/or relatives ( Read more... )