"We love you," they tell me.

Well, don't tell me. Show me. Words are hollow and have lost their meaning as I spend yet another Saturday night home alone while others spend it with those they care about.

It's essential, people. I'm not kidding. Keeping myself busy and active is of utmost importance for both my mental and physical wellbeing. If it weren't for my workouts, I would do nothing but lay on the couch all day long, sleeping, reading, watching films, and probably stuffing my face with all the foods and chocolates in the world ( Read more... )

I just washed my hair - for the first time in ten days. That is not an exaggeration, that is literally ten actual days. Wow. I'm a mess.

On the bright side, my hair can now stand to go a week without washing before it starts to look iffy. I have really long hair, so I'm basically saving a fortune on shampoo and conditioner.

A few people I haven't seen for several months (maybe even a year?) said "it's been a while. Good to see you again" when I met them today. Chances are they were just being polite, but the words were pleasant in my ears at any rate ( Read more... )

Okay, I'm not really in Seattle. But I am sleepless. See? I made a pop cultural reference funny thing or something. Oh man, I'm hilarious. Haha. Ha. Sorry about that. It's the sleep deprivation talking ( Read more... )

There are tunes out there which can, at least for a little while, make every problem, issue and complication vanish. Like right now. I'm feeling unnaturally chipper, singing and dancing as I'm making breakfast, and kinda getting the feeling that everything will work out in the end. Now all I need to do is put this song on repeat. Forever.

Joined a community on depression. Maybe it'll help.

I honestly don't know why I make such a fuzz about such things. I'm used to it by now. Ignored, forgotten, left out, unwanted. Well, perhaps not unwanted, but certainly not wanted, either. Always the spare, never the priority. Like being the leftover at gym class in school when everyone picked their teams, only now I'm supposedly an adult and the ( Read more... )

It can be hard to detect. Most people don't hear it. It is mostly audible to those who are overly sensitive, or paranoid, or depressed, or cautious or all of the above. Never the less - it's there. Lurking. Waiting. Ready to pounce. Ready to swoop. It's ever so patient. It'll have you rebuild and regain your faith in people before it comes crashing ( Read more... )

Jeg gravde fram denne gamle greia fra i fjor, og oppdaterte den med årets info. Alt for å slippe å gjøre det jeg egentlig burde gjøre ( Read more... )