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[versicolored]

It seems like everybody's back to normal now. I'm pretty glad; I prefer being of my usual gender.

"PRIVATE"; but not really -I have to admit that... I've been kind of troubled lately. The Juudai that I remember isn't the same as the Juudai that I remember. Both the older and younger ones

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[darkenedred]

..........

Why do you insist so adamantly on being my friend, even though I make such an effort to try and make sure such a thing does not happen?

...I just can't understand what makes you do it... you wouldn't be so troubled if you didn't have to deal with me...

[versicolored]

Because I trust you. I don't know why or if I should, but I do. Isn't it natural I'd want to be your friend, then?

I'd deal with it gladly if it meant that I could still see you.

[darkenedred]

...I certainly wouldn't want to be my friend, if I were you.

But even so... I can't imagine that you'd want to put up with such a mental burden just to continue to know me...

[versicolored]

Haha, but that's what makes us different, right? It'd be no fun if you and I thought the same.

It's not a burden at all, though.

[no_good_tsuna]

Sounds tough. But... things should become clear eventually, right? It's not really my business, but I think trusting your feelings is a good idea. Especially with someone you feel close to.

[versicolored]

Yeah... I agree with you. It's always best to listen to what your heart says.

Hopefully, after I remember more, it won't seem so mysterious.

[blitz_n_chicks]

Huh? Just how many Juudai's are there?

[versicolored]

Only one, I think. But I think I keep remembering Juudai at different times or ages or something. He's definitely... different.

[blitz_n_chicks]

Oh...

So you were his friend back home, then?

[versicolored]

Yeah... his best friend, I remember.

Although he doesn't remember that.

[twilightsmile]

Wait, you were a girl? I bet you were really cute~ I totally wish I could've seen it.

Johan... Juudai's Juudai no matter what, right?

[versicolored]

Haha! You missed out, I guess. A lot of people were switching genders, too.

Yeah, I know... I just wish my memories would agree with me.

[twilightsmile]

Mm, that's what I heard. I guess I should be glad I didn't switch genders like most of the people here.

Memories seem to be weird like that. I don't know what else to say to cheer you up, but I've always got cookies and milk if you need them.