Today is Thurdsay? ugh didn't even realize....the days seem to run together, like melting butter. One is not more significant than the other. Well maybe Friday, but that is because society tells us that it is great. Bull shit...I still have to work 14 hours on Friday. The sun still rises and sets on Friday, just like Monday...so whooptie doo ( Read more... )

Sigh....I can't even contemplate being here right now. Every day now, I just wake up and feel a purple haze take over. I am just walking in a thick bubble, and nothing really seems to matter anymore. Just looking at my hands typing right now....they could be dead. I tried to explain the wreck in my last entry through a pathetic song. I just couldn' ( Read more... )

I GOT INTO A CAR ACCIDENT ON MY WAY TO ALABAMA, SATURDAY NIGHT. I WAS SO CLOSE TO HOME, BUT ONE CARELESS BOY CHANGED MY LIFE. I AM SHOCKED, MY HEART IS BROKEN. I CAN BARELY SPEAK ABOUT THIS. THROUGH ALL THE TEARS, THIS IS THE ONLY THING THAT MY HANDS WOULD WRITE ( Read more... )

Hmm we all know the saying "you want what you can't have." Usually this saying comes into play say when a girl sees her best friend's boyfriend, and thinks "uhhh he is so sweet, totally into him, I can steal him from that bitch" Girls are skank n' a half, that is all there is to it. Now me on the other hand, I seemed to get this disorder as well, ( Read more... )

Okay I know what you are thinking.... second entry in one day, the girl needs a fucking friend. No I need freedom! I am stuck in this law office for 8 hours a day, then I drive another hour so that I can slave away at a restaurant for six hours, lucky me! Uhhh saving up for college is royally kicking my ass. So here I sit, in this unusually comfy ( Read more... )

Uhhh, I am such a woman. I have always wanted to know what love is like, and I feel like I have come so close. Something always cuts it short though. It's like cupid saying, "here you go Lauren, fetch my arrow...there we go, shit it got caught in a tree" Thanks a freakin lot Cupid ( Read more... )