This entry may take awhile.  Be prepared.....

Let's start ALL the way back on June 17.  I'm down here bored, so I decide to send Tommy a txt.  It simply said "hey, it's Sunday.  Sounds like a good day for tacos!"  His response was a two-word answer that just kinda set me in a mood for the rest of the day....."Father's Day."

SON OF A BITCH!!!!!  ( Read more... )

Let's start this entry with the following emotions & in no particular order ( Read more... )

A question I asked someone the other night:

"How do you go forward with this situation?  You feel like you've fallen in love with someone, but everytime you think things are good, something happens & it makes you believe that the writing's always on the wall, & thus you never say the words because you think they'll end up being a waste."

The next ( Read more... )

As James stands over me & scares me while flailing an iron in the air, I figured I'd update.

No weigh-in.....that's what happens when you move out of the house that has a scale.

& as of 5AM this morning, I am officially moved out of Stalag Willkom, & ALMOST moved into the place in Playas.

But for now, I'm paying homage to my roots & am staying in East ( Read more... )

Day of last weigh-in - May 22 ( Read more... )

Day of last weigh-in - May 13
Weight lost since previous weigh-in (April 29) - +3 lbs.
Weight lost since beginning of diet (April 1) - 11 lbs.

Normally, I may be a little disappointed in seeing that.....but I know where it came from & why it happened.  & I'm not the least bit concerned.  I think I could afford a week that didn't work out ( Read more... )

I don't even know where to start right now.  11AM yesterday, the family went to the funeral home ( Read more... )

( My Written Goodbye )

I've never felt more heartless & cruel in my life ( Read more... )

Day of last weigh-in - April 29 ( Read more... )