(Untitled)

[vertisian]

well I am gonna call that church right after this...I sure hope I still have that brochure...I'll just call my dad if I can't find the number.....I never meant to make a bad situation worse.......now I know why the bible says something to the extent of surround yourself with angry people and you'll become angry......it's so true...I had a good grip

Comments

[sco0by_snackz]

:o(

[vertisian]

what is that face.....?...I hope that isn't a mad at Josh face or something....I don't know computer signs and lingo to well...

[sco0by_snackz]

no its a sad face silly

[absurd__]

If you know the reasons behind them you need to learn to deal with them. Not take them out on me every effing chance you get. Thats not fair, and it's not right. I know you already know this. And thats why Im scared. But Josh I have a reason to be scared of you and your temper. And only you and I really know why. It shouldnt have ever been that way. But it was. You should be able to control somethings, and you cant. Listen I'm sorry for the things you've ever gone through, but I didnt do those things to you in the past. I'm not those same people aka your parents.I wish you would realize that

[vertisian]

hey there beautiful.......I definately am not saying that you are my parents...or I should take out what they did to me on you.....I never said that...I was just venting about things and explaining myself to myself so I could figure out where to begin with my anger problem....it's working...well I will work on things if you do....cause you don't have to "be with me"...but you do have to be with me on this as in there for me....I can't work out everything on my own cause yes, you are not with me because of my temper but relationship problems are never 100 percent because of one person....so please stick with me and help me sort out everything...lay it all out on the table and let's figure this out....cause even when everything is set with my temper....there are problems that we both need to work out.....I really want to thank you for the turn around you made from the girl crying and feeling like she can't do it to becoming the greatest mother I know....you are great with that little man...very protective.....one day that will bite you

by the way

[vertisian]

that one poem is basically void now because I didn't get that trailor ... sorry....but you already know about it....gotta keep lookin'

[vertisian]

unless of course I win 500 dollars tomorrow or I find a money tree..or .. humm