well I miss you Caden.

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Well there are some things that make no sense. I am a bad guy and all that. Teness, bottom line is I fought for our family to stay together from day one. All that crap about abortion and I stood strong. You're right I am not the one who birthed Caden. Does that really make you more of a parent.....you are more a part of his life now and all

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[ozora530]

Ok, I was going to stay out of this but since you left me that voicemail it is time for me to speak up. For one, I am not nor will I ever take sides between you and Teness. You guys are both my good friends. For two, yes Kevin and Teness met through me. Sue me. She did not go out to "meet guys" she went out to have fun because I wanted to get her mind off things and Kevin was at the club with us. He is my friend, people me my friends and become friends with them. By the way, you and Teness both met Kevin before that at my birthday party so don't start on that shit Josh. Yes I said I would try and help your's and Ness's realtionship to the best that I could, but I tried my hardest and I can't change people's minds. Things are better this way and I don't understand why you can't understand that, nor be mine or her friend. For God sake Josh, you had a baby with this girl, you should be able to be friends with her. You keep saying, I'm happy if she's happy even if it's not with me. Well guess what, your not being happy for her

[ozora530]

Ok, to talk about Teness not letting you spend your "own" time with tator. Yes she needs to let you do that no matter what. She doesn't have a choice. He is your son and he loves his daddy. But, the more you go over to see tator, the more it is that tator will be comfortable with you and you will be with him. You and Ness are both new parents and are learning things about how to make tator happy. Unfortantely Teness had to do that no matter what because she didn't have time where she had to go to work every day, or got to go a week without seeing him, she was forced to be there 24/7, why because that is what a mother does. I know you work, but you should be over there every other day seeing that little boy. Your missing out on so much Josh I don't understand why you are not making the effort to go over there or call every single damn day a millon times a day to ask how he is doing or to see what new he did today. Even if you can't go over to her house, you should be calling all the time to see how he is doing. Not to fight

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[knotsandties]

stop lying. for once and youre right we will see this in court. because u don't make much of an effort. u don't call I call u. but whatever these LIES aren't worth my time?again this is childish u can't discuss u go to livejournal and hope I read so u can piss me off. so u know u failed. haha u got kicked out cause u punched my father. hmmph. he's not here when u see caden. god this entry is pathetic. and many things will be proved in court. AND LEAVE KEVIN OUT OF THIS SHIT. k thnx. you know nothing stop acting like u do. since u say u love me u tried to save ur family... tell ur audience how many times u tossed me around, made me cry ect. tell them. what about ur temper...? be serious. I'm done because I don't have time for someone that is to much of a petty little man to make a phone call. *ness

[knotsandties]

also whose been trying to compromise. It was me that set up seeing your son and you who chooses not to call.It was you that choose not to come around. So whose fault is it that he doesnt know you. YOURE OWN. Honestly, seriously. I love how you try to play the guilt cards and make me look like that bad guy. Then why dont you tell everyone how you think its my resonsibly to call you to make sure you see your son. Or how you still tell me you love me but then call me a whore or a cunt. Please, thats just disrespectful. Maybe I wouldnt be so rude to you if you could act like a human being, a civil human being.This games are really getting old. If you loved me that much you would be able to at least treat me with respect. In the beginging you wouldnt have thrown me around like I was a rag doll. You wouldnt have screamed at me in the top of the big boy parking lot screaming about how Im a bitch how you dont like me, how you wanted to kill me in the car. Dont tell me you didnt mean it. You said it, and that doesnt say something too highly

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[knotsandties]

But back firing with name calling as you have isnt going to do anything. What does that solve. Dude whose the one that called you the other day to see what was going on and to try to work things out... I did I called and left you a voicemail, surprisingly you called me back. Thats a big change. if you want to see your son all you have to do is call. You've known that, dont lie and say you havent. Dont tell me Im a liar either, becuase Im not. If you want to continue calling me names go ahead. I dont mind what you say about me. I didnt fuck you over. I DIDNT MAKE YOU WANT TO NEVER FUCKING BREATH. I didnt try to control you. I didnt act like a 15 year old boy. I fought with you yes, but thats because I fought back. I'm not weak. And let me tell you, saying you love me and treating me like this is really going to show you lover me. You didnt love me. So stop acting like you did. Youre not the victim here, I hope youre proud because the only person you made the victim was your son. So think about the way you have been acting. And you

[sco0by_snackz]

"you are more a part of his life now and all your friends are too....who's fault is that...?"
yours josh, its your fault. you chose this. By physically and emotionally attacking her throughout her whole pregnancy and then some and this is what fate has brought you for doing this to her. one would say that karmas a bitch. Do you know when he first rolled over (or attempted to) when his first smile happened. the first time he laughed? no you dont because you have chosen not to be around. All it takes is a simple phone call ONE PHONE CALL is that to hard? or did someone tie boulders around your arms so its physically imposible to pick up a phone. Im pretty sure thats not the case. And so what if teness is happy? are you so pathetic that you want her miserable? to you think you are the only one that can make her "happy"? gosh i wish i knew your sick twisted definition of happy. They're not dating josh get the hell over it. Why dont you jump off the little pedistal you seem to have put yourself on and realize "hey maybe i did something

[knotsandties]

amen.

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actually I may not be his father according to teness.....so whatever......I never hit Caden and I wouldn't.....geez...you don't even know who I am or teness...

[knotsandties]

Ummmm who you are. Yes sarah does. Thats my best friend. You never hit caden but you cant even handle stress from a relationship. You had to push me around when I was pregnant. How much of a man does that make you?

[__outsidethebox]

First off, Leave kevin out of it because he isnt doing anything but giving teness what you NEVER could. Secondly, if you wanted to save what little hope you had at a family, you would have gone to anger management and you wouldnt have hit her father, i think that that was the last spark that ignited the flame. So by attitude and stupidity you openly forfeit your rights as a parent for the little boy that EVEN I know more about than you. Honestly, i would say that you need help, and LOTS of it.

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i hit her father because he was pushing her....and going after me so back off on that subject...

[evadevoli]

hey whether he was pushing teness or not you had no right to lay a hand on him he didnt push you

[knotsandties]

Its a respect issue josh. learn it, live it, love it.