Comments | vespawoman: I rarely do this, but I suck at expressing myself.

vespawoman

I rarely do this, but I suck at expressing myself.

Mar 02, 2009 15:04

It's not meant to be like this,
not what I planned at all,
I don't want to feel like this,
No it's not meant to be like this,
not what I planned at all,
I don't want to feel like this,
so that makes it all your fault.

Blah.

real life: woes

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duck_nazi_fgt March 2 2009, 21:00:24 UTC

:( You okay sanna?

vespawoman March 3 2009, 16:19:24 UTC

Yeah, I'm okay, in general. Just realizing that my life is no where near where I wanted it to be by now, and it feels like it's slipping through my fingers. I'll be 25 next month, and this is not helping :|

supervegeta March 2 2009, 23:22:04 UTC

Ya really. What's wrong?

vespawoman March 3 2009, 16:21:44 UTC

I'm feeling the weight of impending loserdom.

supervegeta March 3 2009, 23:00:41 UTC

You ARE a loser if you give up. Not everything works out the way we want it to, and sometimes it may even take years. But as long as you never give up, then you can hold your head up high and say you tried your best.

Patience, young grasshopper, patience. <---- superfluous line trying to sound cool :OOOOOOO

vespawoman March 4 2009, 03:38:39 UTC

So many things depend on others to work out. And, it's bumming me out. Blah.

Thanks for the encouragement, though. I'll try to keep that in mind.

emipengi March 2 2009, 23:49:19 UTC

I hope whatever's bothering you clears up soon. I'm sorry you're feeling down. :(

vespawoman March 3 2009, 16:26:04 UTC

Thanks, Emi. I appreciate it. I've been feeling like this for a while, I just finally had to express it in some way.

Basically: I feel like my life is slipping through my fingers, and nothing is going the way I'd thought it would. And, that depresses me. I know I'm not the only one in this situation, and I won't be the last. That doesn't keep it from sucking.

I'll feel better eventually, even if things don't improve right away. I just feel like venting.

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vespawoman March 4 2009, 03:35:55 UTC

Yeah, generally speaking everything is fine, but *sigh*...

cruel_angel March 3 2009, 00:24:33 UTC

;_;?

Hope everything's ok.

vespawoman March 4 2009, 03:36:46 UTC

I'm okay, thanks for the concern. Life is just not agreeing with me right now and we're about to come to fisticuffs.

cruel_angel March 4 2009, 14:42:37 UTC

Red hot kick that bitch!

vespawoman March 5 2009, 03:10:01 UTC

Your icon is oddly appropriate :P