i doubt that anyone will agree with me, but i feel that it's best for me to stay the way i am =( no matter how sad or pathetic i get... do u wanna know why? depression, is the only form of defense i have against all the crap that's hitting me hard in my so-called-life. do u think it's strange? it really isn't... just think of the concept "fight ( Read more... )

"A Stray Child" ~ Emily Bindiger ( Read more... )

no wonder i played my worst tennis game today... i kept missing and hitting outs... i found my answer... i can't play like my usual self when i can't be myself... i came home and all of a sudden my sis gave me a piece of her attitude again ( Read more... )

the past few days it rained out on my parade, so obviously, i couldn't play tennis like i wanted to, which means that i was stuck with everything STILL unanswered. it was fine for me, everyday is like any other day... oh btw, neat fact, stress causes break outs! i've been hella stressed ( Read more... )

i challenged Snowy to a serious tennis match. it's not something i do very often, to challenge someone to a serious match... and another thing, Snowy is at a different level than myself too. usually i'd play against him, and also give some tipz or advice from time to time. he IS the most excelled one out of the newbies, but this match is important ( Read more... )

well, last night i didn't sleep at all =) i was up all night on RO chatting with Mattie, who is our new RO buddy who joined our guild. so we had our one-on-one =) got to know him, and we agreed how scary it was that we kept thinking alike =P haha ( Read more... )

while i was eating some microwave food just now, i was thinking about something that's been in my thoughts. when i see my friends eating, i start thinking about how it makes me so happy that they are able to feed their hunger, or take in food, at least. as silly as it may sound, i'm so glad that they can eat... though i don't mean to be rude from ( Read more... )

Dany, my sis: "What have YOU done to deserve a break? >=("

....i guess that alone speaks for itself..... =(

this eventful week finally came to a wonderful conclusion, though it is only the end of a great moment in my life, it was a much satisfying one.

yesterday morning, i was so pumped up! i reeeeeally wanted to play tennis! i was so worried that those guyz would sulk off. they even had ME plan our tennis day out! >.< sheesh! it's not like i have the ( Read more... )

blah.. haven't updated in a while! it's been quite a week! it was a looong week too, but it was quite different than the previous boring week. this week filled me with anxiousness ( Read more... )