The nights are still hard

[vetanadreamer]

very productive day. Work was....work. went grocery shopping, did 4 loads of laundry, cooked lunches for the week, cleaned the bathroom, showered, cleaned kitchen. then I sat down to take a break - and that is when the tears came. SO I got up and made a call I needed to, changed my sheets, played with the twins, and then sat down at the computer

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[vixen_amatista]

When my uncle died, it was a similar situation: I wasn't close to him, but it left me very sad for quite a while. It was weird, but I think his passing put a lot of things in perspective for me. Such as what is really important; and who is really important. I am still getting over his death because he was a good man, and I should have gotten to know him better. Hard, though, when he lived in Big Rapids. Anyway, I know how much loneliness hurts, too, and it just seems to cling. I hate it. I can't sit here and tell you how to overcome it, but I can tell you that you have many friends who adore you. I wish I did live closer, if only to ease that feeling for you a bit. Love you, sweet girl.

[vetanadreamer]

That is exactly how I feel - such a combination of feelings. Examining life, guilty for not knowing her better, and it hits me at wierd times. I am glad to know others feel that way too, makes me feel better.

I know you go through alort of the loneliness also, how it never seems to really pass. I also wish we were closer in distance to help each other out. BUt know that you are very special to me and I can;t thank God enough for you in my life. I am SO looking forward to Vegas and to SLF so we can get more time together. I love you too!! Thanks so much, you have no idea how much all that helps :)

[trebledreamer]

I love you so much, C, and understand how you feel about your aunt. My grandpa was the same way for me. And I totally know the loneliness. Whenever you're home and feel like hanging out, I'm like 15 minutes away. Gimme a call. Seriously! I'll bring movies you've probably seen and stuff to munch on if I can, and my camera, and we can take hawt pics of each other, giggle, rant, cry, whatever! I really miss being that kind of friends with people-I haven't been able to be like that since I left home. So let's do each other a favour, ay? ^_~ I'd invite you over, too, but there's about four feet of space that we could occupy, and the rest is filled with my crazy pregnant cousin and her five dogs. I mean, her husband and four dogs. Right. That's it. ^_^

[vetanadreamer]

Thanks for making me cry at work!!! That seriously made my day. I love you lots too, and we can talk more tonight. And I love dogs, so yes, we will both promise to reach out to each other when we are feeling down, o.k.?

Cause that would probably help both out alot. Good plan doll! Thanks so much, many kisses and see you tonight:)

[trebledreamer]

C, J, call me anytime. I have a whole house we can occupy, along with a chocolate fountain :) If that can't cheer everybody up I don't know what will....Well maybe whip cream and cherries!

Love and Sexy Girly Food,

~S