Welcome to another round of "JOB HUNTING WITH CHRISTA" yeah! applause, cheers streamers. This is the game where Christa spends massive amounts of time sending out resumes and letters so as to not go crazy and snap at teh current job where violence may ensue if changes are not made ( Read more... )

Alright, I am a MORON!!!! Seriously stupid and GRRR!!! angry with self. I took today off to be with Pat cause he was staying with me till tommorrow morning. Well, he left tonight cause he was not feeling good and does not sleep well on my bed, which makes me sad:( I feel all guilty cause he does not sleep well and stuff, stupid - yes, but i do ( Read more... )

Guilt What is yours? Explain yourself Culinary: Frosting
sweet, creamy, and easily spread :)
Literary: Garfiled comics Not too deep, funny, and make me smileAudiovisual: LOTR otherwise nicknamed as "31 flavors", and yes there are that many, also visually stunning
Musical: Chrisitina Aguilera angry chick music, to love ballads, to songs of ( Read more... )

Got alot done yesterday. Vacuumed, changed sheets, did laundry, cooked, dusted, played with twins. Got supplies, practiced. Was too busy yesterday to think about it. Today I am kinda like - oh crap! My twins crack me up. My little boy is all cuddly in the morning and then at night he runs around like a crazy man. My little girl lays belly up ( Read more... )

I hate seeing my friends hurting. Wish I could be a giant vaccum and absorb some of their pain and fear and lonliness. I want to use this space today to say that no problem is too big or small, no pain is too minor. And it is o.k. to reach out to others. friends and friends in good times and bad. I know a song that expresses my feelings pretty ( Read more... )

Really bored at work! - and I love the pic!!


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Alright, had a great weekend. And now reality has set in and serious stress emerges. About lots of stuff. This week should rock, as Pat is coming to stay with me from tues. night till friday morning, seriously happy:) But have lots of stuff to do, most of which requires lots of driving and coordinating times and stuff. Was very overwhlemed ( Read more... )

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Hi all, I am doing much better today. All is well in the land of Christa. Thanks to all my amazing friends for thier support. Got to have a great heart-to-heart with my evil twin last night - I think we were seperated at birth. We can finish each other's sentences - cool, but creepy. BUt if I have to have an evil twin I would pick no one else ( Read more... )

Thank God that this craptastic week is almost over. I am so tired, so drained. Getting in a nice little "tiff" with Pat today helped alot. Though it was over something stupid, it was probably the closest thing to a fight we have ever had. I am just really angry right now - angry at life in general. things were so good to begin the week. And ( Read more... )