Emily says no one is reading these. Yah this is my last too . i think i'll get a private one and write for real.

Troubles: not too many i guess, i mostly forget the world and all my hw when i'm at rachel's, but last nite i got talked about by her n sum ppl. woo hoo. oh and men

Confusion: When should I go home? Doe they really like me.. ? Should I ( Read more... )

Feeling tired. a little too thoughtful i guess. I should think about things less.

Just watched the best show ever o'grady oo there was this part where.. nvm (hey charles they forced him to eat meat! ha! as a child! but did yoo memorize it... oh and the end greasy..)

Forgot to write n this since forever probably just b/c i am soo forgetful i ( Read more... )

Feeling a bit green. not the throw up green but the mixed, sleepy, confused, green.

Going to the movies probably. I duno if I wana go. I have my reasons. A bit over thinking it maybe. I just messed up once or twice and can't fix it at the movies.. lol thank God no one gets me..

I put of all my hw to the last minute so was forced to do it all last ( Read more... )

This bleh blue is for sadness. I'm mourning the death of one of my friends. I thought he was one of those guys that didnt  judge gurls or didn't think of them 'that way' but i was soo wrong. I put him way up there, and disappointed myself. Why are guys like that? So shallow. Sorry Scott I know your not but i think yoo are way alone.

No one likes ( Read more... )

hey again

I just tried to change the font on this and erased it soo yah i wonder if I can remember what I did today.

Ususally I have a color to describe how I feel and I have green. It's not green with envy its just sorta ... blah.

We had a great church service today it was about neighbors. It gives a new light to alotta of things, especially ( Read more... )

I guess orange describes how I feel right now. I mean I was really angry b4  then I ews happy, then I was really mad again then I was about mutual so ya.. oraage explains it.

I was soo incredibly mad becausekyle broke up with me . It was a sad mad 3 minutes ya no? I just thought.. uh y? But ya no I guess I am stickin with mad. His reason was ( Read more... )

hey

my first day with a journal.. emily showed me how. I am bout to go take a shower but thought I'd do this first.

Yesterday was our dance. I was scared to death b/c Kyle wouldn't talk to me at all and more stuff that I won't say in a live journal.

Grr men. not a good nite for Virginia. Scott C, well he hates me, y? I duno. I mean I do but its ( Read more... )