i just did so many chores i could laugh with insane glee..merheh..uch well im not going to sit here and talk about how im frustrated and mad and sad and bla bla bla emotions are too tricky today im just not going to acknowlege any of my emotional problems reguardless if that is healthy or not and enjoy myself. Ah but you see if only that was simple ( Read more... )

today is a chore day for me. This morning i went running at seven something. When i got home i scrubbed the tub (an adventure i assure you), swept all the floors, mopped all the floors (that were moppable der!) ...is moppable a word....?...anyways then i scrubbed all of the doors and walls. I'm supposed to clead the fridge yet but surprisingly I'm ( Read more... )

wow its weird i started looking at my friend's friends for lj and a crapload of people have me listed as their friend and i have no idea who anyone is...i just think its since i have NO idea how they got my name...funny. Wow I have to study 20 chapters of history for tomorrow and i am so completely tired of school. I think tomorrow I'm going to ( Read more... )

Alright I'm going to make a list of the things i want to accomplish this summer ( Read more... )

ha ha ha yeah so i discovered that if a take HUGE amounts of caffine at a time all of my problems go away and are replaced with extreme fasination with anything moving, or even twitching, colors. WWWOAAAHHH Its so crazy how crazy i feel right now. If I was talking someone would slap me because I would be ( Read more... )

I read this in the paper ( Read more... )

I feel as though i have become the blob of bore. Usually I am excrutiatingly *he he* talkish and full of comical relief for the world. Now I am simply an oxygen wasting abuser of the words uh and I dont know. Its been so long....oh wow. My mom just showed me a download she got, its a girl dancing at the bottom of my screen, a real girl...its funny ( Read more... )

Today I'm not allowed to go outside of the house basically. I just spent the whole evening cleaning, it almost felt like if i could somehow scrub away this awful feeling i have. Basically my parents dont trust me so they are going to cut back on privlages. As soon as I got home i crashed, big time. I still have so much I have to do. I probubly ( Read more... )

I fell asleep at somewhere around 5 and I have to go to a mother's day get together in a little bit. I'm going to be running off of adrenalin for the rest of the day. I have never eaten so much in one day. It was rediculous. Today I'm probubly going to eat alot too. Oh man, prom was so much fun. Although the whole time i was pulling up my top ( Read more... )