I have been extremely procrastinative...? For example right now i should really be working on an art project which i know is going to take me a really long time to comlpete. I have found myself writing or drawing in just about all of my classes. I have found out that I apear to be much more...intellegent when writing than when I am acually talking ( Read more... )

We had the rehersals today which was so utterly undescribably progressive that we are completely confident in all of our songs...no. I dont know half of the choreography because ive been sick. I think we pretty much have an idea with our songs which is more than i could say last year. Dont be nervous john, trust me it wont make anything work out ( Read more... )

I took the ACT's this morning. I think I did reletively horrible, so that put me in a great mood. I then got home and was yelled at by my mom. So that was great. But I must admit that I am reletively numb right now. People can yell in my face and I will just stare back at them blankly. I think its just a strange faze. I just want to feel happy, is ( Read more... )

today was one of the craziest days ive ever had being sick. I was so dizzy i felt like i was drunk. I just stumbled around the house and when i sat down my arms shook. I lost feeling in my right arm at one point. I didn't call anyone though. In a strange way I didnt want it to end, it was a rush considering the swirling. I just hope i feel better ( Read more... )

Today I visited john's little emo site, everything in it is SO TRUE. protect the truth. After going to that site im sort of scared to complain online anymore.....BUT. The wind was so cold, it cut right through you, and it completely disregarded the clear sky and shining sun...not cool. Yesterday I went over to waynes to learn how to drive stick ( Read more... )

My wings have been torn from me
and the sky is calling
I now know if i cannot fly
I will forever be falling
My heart saw the sky and lept
the heavens were now open
But it was not yet my time
And now i lay bent and broken

basically, this is how i feel. its to the tune of an old irish song

Why is it that people are consumed by doubts, fears, and a reletively bleak outlook on the future when they reflect on thier own lives? What is happening that is making so many people so depressed? I would spend my time trying to fix these problems and possibly bring hope back to the lives of millions, BUT i am now forced to complete this english ( Read more... )

Directions: 1. Copy and post this in your LJ. 2. Bold anything that is true. 3. Leave plain anything that is untrue.

I miss somebody right now.
002. I watch more tv than I used to.
003. I love olives.
004. I love sleeping.
005. I own lots of books.
006. I wear glasses or contact lenses.
007. I love to play video games.
008. I've tried marijuana.
009. ( Read more... )

Ahh a breath of not so fresh fresh air. I needed a break so badly, I wish I didnt have to come back home ( Read more... )

Happy Easter. I'm the walking dead right now, I stayed up unitl 3:00 last night and I had to wake up at 6:45. I'm quite tired. But I have alot to do today, and I'm going to barely survive i can tell. I'm planning my trip to Chicago, and it turns out that Tyler is leaving the same time i am. Mabey I'll get a chance to see him who knows. I'm confused ( Read more... )