Wow.. I feel so lost because it seems that everything around me is changing so fast that I can't even stop to grab ahold of any of it. So, it would seem that you haven't been around much yourself and now I can see why you haven't. I just wish that I knew what happened sooner because we were with you in the beginning, when you had met him. It's just so hard to imagine that your dreams of being with your Syaoran will never be, will the same be fated to me as well? I miss the times when we were happy.. but those times never seem to last. I 've been wanting to write in my journal for sometime now explaining everything. So much has changed for me but yet I still feel empty and sometimes I wish you was around to help me sort it all out. I have a nice job now and a car[working on the licence though] even, can you believe it? Something I always bitched about that I wanted more than anything and yet I am still not truly happy, why is it? I will really miss you being around, I really will but I hope you have a nice life ahead of you. I know you
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Because it feels like I'm losing a piece of me. I'm happy for you though, I'm just being selfish.
So just have a good life, ok? I always think about you, I always will. That'll never stop. Get good grades-- for the both of us, lol.
I'll miss you.
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But you know me.
And since this isn't goodbye, no need for me to say it.
I'm sure to show up at your locker someday in the near future. What a surprise that'd be, .. x) Muahaha.
Oh. And the world history part. Makes me feel like I really will be an anthropologist. xDD
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