Dear Journal:
I am, once again, setting myself up for a terrifying fall from reality. You, see, though, it's not entirely my fault; I've figured that it's those crystal blue, doe-eyes that I've fallen so deeply for. The best part of it all? I'm not even trying to keep myself grounded.

I feel good for the first time in four years.

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)LowLevel 2 (Lustful)Very HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)ModerateLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)HighLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)HighLevel 6 - The ( Read more... )

It's not so easy, living up to your own expectations... at least when they're as high as mine ( Read more... )

There is no inbetween any longer. It's either I do or I don't; I will or I won't; I can or I can't; it's alright or it's the end. I've become almost hollow in feeling and even more transparent in manner. The sudden turn has left hours winding down far too slowly and the days to dwindle without ease of transition from one to the next. The serenity I ( Read more... )

There's nothing quite as difficult as waking from a dream. In some ways, it's an escape. An escape from pressure, discretion, liability, control, restrictions; it's encased in feeling... true feeling. There are no social standards, no cliques, nothing. Only what we believe is real; a reveling of all the thoughts wandering aimlessly in the back of ( Read more... )

the reality of my reality is that the difference between the two are very slim.i hope when i awake, the clock won't be stuck on 11:11 any longer.I don't know how much more of this relentless day dreaming I can take. It seems to have been ages since I last truly saw the day break, or even sunlight for that matter. The context in which I speak has ( Read more... )

winter just wasn't my season, and spring hasn't sprung on me, yet.
this summer, although, will be magical.
it better be.
it has to be.

I'm currently rebuilding my life. I'm taking things day by day, awaiting for the day when I get you back in my arms; Danny, I'm doing this mostly for you. Please know that, and know that I love you. No matter if we're broken up or not, if you never come back, or if you do--I will always love you. This is for you ( Read more... )

Coming Clean ( Read more... )

She's one of the driving forces I have ( Read more... )