it's never enough for you, my being just who i am.
i'll never meet those expectations you have of me,
the standard that you have set.
but now i am past the hurt and disappointment,
and all that i have is anger.
i can barely look at you, but
at least i can acknowledge my character flaws.and here we go again ( Read more... )

whatever.

in three weeks we will be doing our spring performances, and i am already nervous ( Read more... )

apparently i have strained my right adducter and now have to ice it every night and apply bengay before every dance class or rehearsal ( Read more... )

confetti cake and a rainy day
incessant lower back pain and a heating pad
human love is the most powerful emotion that most of us understand but the search for more begins within one's self
february is over then comes march and april and one of the most significant changes yet
the sweetest winds they blow across the southsix hours isn't really that ( Read more... )

eh. psychology test #2 was not as good as psychology test #1. bah. at least its over.

class for two hours. rehearsal for five. i have so may bruises already and only after two rehearsals... my abusive boyfriend's name is dance. well said becca.

my stomach is growling.

this morning my pointe shoes waged war upon my toes.. and i have battle wounds

i've seen the end of the day come too soon ( Read more... )

i really hope this doesn't mean that today will be shitty.

today is gonna be the day that they're gonna give it back to you
by now you should've somehow realized what you gotta do
i don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now

backbeat the word was on the street that the fire in your heart is out
and i'm sure you've heard it all before but you never really had a doubt
i don't believe that ( Read more... )