steve finally started talking to me a little bit about whats goin on in his head and his feelings and whatnot. funny... it reminds me SO much of myself ( Read more... )

well... i've felt mildly more optimistic in the past few days, thanks in large part to the people around me that as far as i can tell are truly my friends ( Read more... )

i wish i could sleep forever ( Read more... )

i hate being confused all the time. i never know what i want or what to do about it.

i finally broke up with adam for good though. at least i know that i dont want to be with him.  and now steve and i are together, which is awesome. he is such a sweetheart.  and you would think ok im happy now things are going good.

then mark hits me with this: he ( Read more... )

today i went on that Chicago Neghborhood Tour food sampling thing. it was ok. food wasnt great. but i still had fun. with jason, BW, and gazelle :) we were on the bus most of the time and they can get pretty crazy sometimes so it was interesting. i met this guy, wow it just occurred to me i dont even know what his name was! lol. well, he was with ( Read more... )

yay i got my hair cut today!! cut 6 inches off! i like it though. here's a before and after:

BEFORE:


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havent updated in a few days.  nothing has been going on though. adam and i stayed at a hotel last night for new years eve, so that was kinda fun. we ate dinner at his house and played cards with all of his neighbors and his mom lol. and we made jello shots! YUM.  lime and cherry.

i am thinking about getting my hair cut... so ive been looking for ( Read more... )

went to applebee's today and saw Joe Picek!! yay! i missed him :)


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i got a new cell phone for christmas *yay!* so i can give adam his phone back now.  its a lot cooler than that piece of crap phone too so im excited.

my new number:  (847) 338-0528

i also got: a digital camera, a smoothie maker *cool*, a bunch of clothes, Law & Order: SVU dvd (hell yes- my favorite show), some chinese aromatherapy incense stuff, ( Read more... )

break's been ok so far...

lets see, what have i been up to..

THRUSDAY: cody came to the school.. josh couldnt come though :(  i was kinda upset about that. but it was still fun. and cody wants me to come down to geneseo sometime over break i think and visit them. and he says he'll even come pick me up if i need him to! awesome. so that should be ( Read more... )