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[vibrogurlvorb]

Rite this second I'm dying to get outta Photography class, we finish at 10pm tonite and i'm tryna force myself to stay til the end. I've been listenin to the teacher but I just realized I haven't heard a word he's said, all I can see is the images ov myself asking some1 for a lift home immediately after class. The thought ov going to the shops iz

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[orchidisis321]

dont do this stupid fucking shit.you KNOW it's not a good thing,and you're not gonna leave at just getting high 1 time.

[vibrogurlvorb]

I was on the verge ov using gear + alco the otha nite, then randomly decided not to. How I decided that, I have NO idea.

Since the other nite I've been thinking about all this, and i'm confused about how i feel. This iz a bad stage im goin thru, and I don't know why. I need to get away from my mind so I'm trying to find a way to smile or want to live. fucking so over it : \

[orchidisis321]

it comes and goes,ya know.it'll go.it sucks needing a break from youreself,cuz short of getting all high and oblivious,you're stuck with youre thoughts.i dunno.if i ever get the answers to how people just love their lives,i'll let ya know,i'm not holding my breath tho,thats for sure!!

[vibrogurlvorb]

Thankyou for remindin me ov the fact that im not gonna leave at just getting high 1 time. . . i alwayz forget the seriousness ov using, beside the fact it'z extremely stupid and weak. DAMN

[imalivingvirus]

hi, i'm the_r on here, too. I got a new LJ because of lost passwords and lazyness, so wanted to let you know I added you on here.