Funny how last night I mentioned to you that I wish I was everything to you. You told me that was silly and that you didn't expect that from anyone because there's a lot to be everything for with you. I still wish it though. Maybe because it hurts to have you be everything to me and have it feel like I'm always one step behind this other person. No matter what I do. I never feel like I'm enough. Nor will I ever be. One day I suppose I'll accept my defeat.
Your power over me is so overwhelming sometimes that it numbs me. It scares me to think that just maybe one day I'll have that power over someone and I'll abuse it or ignore it accidentally. There's nothing that could hurt more.
I'm spent. Somehow your entries always seem to get a rise out of me.
Dear Lestre, the only person who knows me inch by inch... You're absolutely right, no news means good news... Thing is, I'm not lost, Just very busy. Not really an excuse, not like work is killing me, but not having my cell connected is a drag, and I find myself making less phone calls to everyone, including my family. I'm sorry. There's absolutely no reason why you and I shouldn't be having regular conversations. I miss you dearly.
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Your power over me is so overwhelming sometimes that it numbs me. It scares me to think that just maybe one day I'll have that power over someone and I'll abuse it or ignore it accidentally. There's nothing that could hurt more.
I'm spent. Somehow your entries always seem to get a rise out of me.
Yami
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Sending you my passion,
liChi
ps. we'll talk much more very soon.
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join my community? its been a while since i here from you Lestat...
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