Jenny went back to New York on tuesday and it feels much longer than that. Jesus, how did i become such a pansy? She gets emotionally constipated sometimes...or almost all the time and she finds it hard to tell me how she feels.It leads me to a degree of guessing which i dont like doing simply for the sake of never assuming anything about anyone. ( Read more... )

The Interview went great. I really hope i get the job. I would love so much to snorkel, kayak and ride bikes for money. and not just that,i would do and learn a plethora of things dealing with the enviroment. There are sea turtles that lay eggs in crandon park and one of my duties would be to collect the eggs and put them in a hatching nest and of ( Read more... )

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So I have a problem. I am in deep like with a friend of mine, which isn’t unusual and it isn’t the problem. She moved to New York about 3 years ago and we would talk through emails and telephone. The distance isn’t the problem either. The thing is that I promised my soul to someone else. I promised that I would wait for her for as long as it took ( Read more... )

For this very memorable year and because i have a lot of free time on my hands ( Read more... )

i feel really really sick. i felt it coming yesterday morning so i called some people whos mere voice tends to have a healing effect on me but to no avail. the sky is so beautiful today. i want so much to run and play with a familiar face but im getting tired of being patient. im not even sure what i am waiting for exactly. i think it might be the ( Read more... )

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Are you convinced that someone could make you happier than you have ever been?...Then you are a pussy and you have some self esteem issues you should work out ( Read more... )

There are some songs that I love because of their emotional gravity but I completely disagree with the message of it. At the same time, I long for that sort of vulnerability.

Do you ever wish some one understood what you understand?