i totally can relate....last night was a strange kinda awkward...i hung out with abi and her "boyfriend" and her friend pam...we went to poplife..i feel like i put myself in a that situation becuase i'm trying to make myself face realty? it's wierd though because it basicly did nothing. i still imagine that when he is gone again....it'll be back to how it was before....right now the fantasy over shadows the reality.
reality is craptasticvicksenSeptember 19 2004, 16:17:41 UTC
as far as what I expected it to be, it is so much fucking better. it's about holding on to safety and protecting myself from "the unknown" or just letting it take me where it will. my biggest problem is that our collective actions affect more than just us (which I guess was part of the expectations thing, you know?) love, bah hum bug.
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