with one week to go before I am set to make a "move", I get stuck with 450$ worth of car issues (actually, more.. these are just the ones that need to be fixed right away). I wish I could get outside of my body for a while and just be a spectat0r.. if I had an auto-pilot switch, then the computer could assess the best (and most fastest) course of ( Read more... )

so many things swimming around in my mind these last twenty-four hours or so. I am almost overwhelmed at this task of documenting them (here, and on paper ( Read more... )

in only a few hours I have managed to forget (and retrieve) my ATM card, lose my keys, lose my cell phone, alienate my "current", and smoke two cigarettes. not necessarily in that order.. I am on a fucking roll.

it never ceases to amaze me what happens to the current of my bloodstream when I am around certain individuals. call it gravitional pull or pheromones or what have you, but it's hard not to smile and revel in the feeling. forgetting the world is a horrifying rocky sphere of chaos.. ah, it's nice. this week I've been reminded. slowly but surely (as ( Read more... )

I think I popt a kidney.
and it was a teensy bit worth it. fun times this weekend. our keg floated in less than five hours. big ups to our drunkard friends. see you next month (or this one, as it may be).

(I keep skipping over the days I actually have interesting things to write).

I walked in to darkness and Portishead's Dummy. I slithered into bed and we lied there together all morning.. almost completely still, yet dancing. or floating. electric to the touch. in silence. I left him in his sleep, completely uncertain of what's next.

I've never felt this way before. this strange combination of cheap and loved.

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Sunday - TY Park - noon
bring your friends, open call.
bring food or keg contribution.
/transmission.

01. what is the first person you ever slept with's middle name? Josiah ( Read more... )

first of all, i am drunk ( Read more... )