I'm pissed! I've been home for TWO WEEKS AND FOUR DAYS and I've yet to eat Filipino food. My grandma's on strike or something. All I know is that this shit ain't cool. In any case, I liked yesterday a lot. I did my dad's bookeeping first (que horrible!) and then I picked up Cierra from San Leandro BART and we went to Emeryville to the theater to ( Read more... )

So... Good news, I gotta job at a different Mervyn's, but my folks want me to STILL job hunting. Why? I do not know, but we'll see what happens. Oh yeah! I forgot. I've got strep throat right now, so that's about a bitch and a half. Poor Ben! I think he'll prolly end up gettin' it. Speaking of him, I'm all happy like because he's gonna devirginize ( Read more... )

Fuck YEAH! No more school, no more books! No more teacher's dirty looks! I admit I miss hella people, but mmmmeh...life goes on. Today was cool. I had to babysit my little cuzin Chu-Chu (the OH so famous!) and that was cool. I did hella house chores and shit, but that's all good. It was just hella chill, but at the same time, I've been handling ( Read more... )

Hehe...the funny thing is that Ben wanted to see how many times I have his name in my journal...apparently the answer's 68 times!

Eeeeeeeeeeyellow to one and all. MAN! school is sucky. I dunno, but I just don't like it anymore. I can't decide if that's a good thing or not right now, so meh. Yesterday was fun...and the day before too for that matter. I got to hang out with my baby. BEN!!!! MINE! But yeah. He borrowed his grandfather's van, so we slept in it together cause I ( Read more... )

Yeah, ok. I KNOW I haven't been on this damn thing lately. Shit has been flyin' for a DAMN long while now. Dealt with a lot of shit and wonder why the fuck I'm even still standing. I have a lot of shit that I still have to deal with, but hey! I guess that's what therapy's for. Yep! I go to a quack. Ok, now for those of you who've been wondering why ( Read more... )

I HATE MYSELF SO MUCH RIGHT NOW. I want to kill myself so bad. I don't know. I don't know what I want at all. I feel so bad. I'm sorry babe. I'm so sorry.

I've been horrible lately! Ben's gone! Like really, REALLY!!!He's in Kauai and it's soooo far from me! It makes me wanna cry....but I won't because it's past the mid week point, so that means he'll be back soon!!! He's coming back on Saturday, so I can't wait. Sadly, I have work til 11, so I can't meet him at the airport @ 9:10PM, so I might try to ( Read more... )

Thought this was kinda cool ( Read more... )

Yeah, ok. I know have explaining to do. So, I've been trippen a lot lately, but I just want to let one and all know that I'm good. I guess I can go into detail, but I kind of don't want to. Well, just know that I'm ok and I love everyone and I'm sorry if I scared anyone. I know it was pretty irresponsible to not let anyone know where I was for the ( Read more... )