[one-shot] Emotional Surprise
my first time writing, comments highly appreciated :)
for chepii for being so wonderful
He watches as Junsu and Yoochun fooled around with each other, forcing a smile when one of them caught his gaze. It was times like these when Jaejoong misses his other half the most. The house used to be a home when the five shared it together; rarely allowing silence and loneliness that lately comes too often. He swallows the bitter fact, and proceeded to walk into his room to get some privacy, and does what he can actually do - call his beloved Yunho.
It wasn’t until the third persistent call that his lover finally answered, sounding slightly out of breath.
“Yes sweetheart,” the familiar greeting sending him warmth.
“Hey, I called you like three times.” Jaejoong pouted.
“I was practicing for the musical, just took a break. Everything okay?”
“Hhhm.” Jaejoong paused. “I was just - thinking about you” his voice came out strangled.
“ I miss you love, we’ll see each other next week right?”
A week is way too long for his fragile heart. They used to spend 24/7 together it’s driving him crazy. After the lawsuit, they could only manage sneaking out to see each other once a week, sometimes even less.
“Jae?” his lover called out when the silence stretched out for too long.
They’ve known each other for more than nine years; Yunho can sense very well whenever something’s bothering Jae and vice versa; this was one of those times. Their bond and connection was irreplaceable, the pair have always seeked comfort to each other whenever things get rough.
“Yunho-ah, I don’t think I can take this anymore,” he whispered whilst shutting his eyes. Sensing he was on the verge of crying, he immediately ended the call.
Yunho stared at his phone, wishing he hadn’t heard Jaejoong’s words.
“Yunho-sshi back to practice!” He heard someone called out.
---
Jaejoong hated crying. Not only it was a sign of weakness, he was also raised up to be the strong one - being the only son in the family. Throughout the years, he could count by fingers of how many times he actually cried, and most of them were in front of Yunho, because he wasn’t comfortable showing that vulnerable side of himself to the others. It was only with him that he was willing to throw away his pride.
But Yunho wasn’t here now, what good would it be to cry? There would be no words of comfort, no bear hug and no one to stroke his hair as he does so. Yoochun and Junsu would freak out and knowing them they will probably call Yunho in the end and causes him unnecessary worries. Yunho had enough to deal with his own problems.
So he just simply sat there, trying to think positively and reassure himself that somehow things will get better, while opting to call one of his numerous good friends. Despite being the social butterfly that he is, logically Jaejoong knew it wouldn’t make a difference. They weren’t the ones he needed to talk to.
Feeling headache starting to overtake him instead, he settled to lie down on his bed and pulled out one of his iPods, listening to rock songs that eventually slurs him to slumber. The continuous ringing of his cell phone was unheard.
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“One, two three and go!”
The musical cast proceeded with the rehearsal but Yunho simply couldn’t focus; he kept recalling the way Jae ended the call and how he didn’t pick up when Yunho tried to call him back. He wished he could do something to make his precious feel better…
Maybe a surprise would do it.
--
“Hyung? Jaejoong hyung?” Junsu persistently knocked on his door hoping to get a bit of response. Its been hours and Jaejoong still haven’t left the room since he left abruptly. No sense of movement was heard either. “We’re going out to eat, do you wanna come?”
No response.
“Just leave him alone.” Yoochun commented, coming up from behind. He remembered the way Jae looked at them earlier, and he had a good idea how Jaejoong is probably feeling at the moment. “He’ll come out when he feels better.”
---
“Remember hyung no guards no nothing. I’m not sure what management would do if they catch you sneaking out.” Changmin warned him.
“Screw it, won’t be the first time they beat us.” Yunho snickered.
“Well I wish you good luck hyung. Maybe I’ll cover for you“, he rolled his eyes.
“You should’ve heard how he sounded, maybe you’ll think twice before going all sarcastic on me.” Yunho glared at him.
“Look I know you’re worried for him, but this is way too risky. This is so unlike you leader-sshi.” Changmin emphasized the last word.
“That leader-sshi no longer exists.” Yunho spoke softly, staring hard onto a wall. ”I’m just Jung Yunho now, worrying about a Kim Jae Joong.”, and with that he left.
Changmin sighed heavily. Getting in between those two have never been advantageous and he had enough experience of that.
---
He woke up startled and panting with sweat, the nightmare has been by far the worst. In that dream, Yunho had been beaten up to death in front of his very own eyes for defending Jaejoong in front of their management, while Jaejoong just sat there hand tied up to a chair unable to do anything.
Still in his haze, he heard a consistent knock on the front door. Instinctively he called out for Junsu or Yoochun to get it, only to get no response.
Struggling, he forced himself to get up and proceeded to open the door, just to get the knocking to quiet down - to be embraced by the warmest arms in the world. Shock filled his entire being, making words die down at his throat. The tightness of Yunho’s hold increased before he pulled away slightly to take a closer look at his lover.
“Baby you look so pale,” he gently touched his cheek, eyebrows furrowed in deep concern at Jaejoong’s state. “What happened, are you sick? Have you eaten at all?”
Jaejoong could only shake his head and wrapped his arms around Yunho’s neck to crash him into another hug before choking, “Thank God you’re here… thank God….” He felt Yunho kissing his hair and shoulder.
“Jaejoongie… you’re not answering my question.” Yunho said warmly.
Jaejoong ignored him, “I had the worst nightmare about you,” flashes of the horrifying image came back to his mind, “I …I don’t know how long I can survive like this Yunnie-ah. I’m constantly worrying about how you’re doing every single day, where you are and who you’re with…” unable to hold back anymore that Yunho was here, he cried silently. He felt Yunho’s hand stroking his hair and tenderly soothing circles on his back.
“I’m so sorry Jaejoong-ah. If it makes you happier I…” he swallowed. “I’m willing to let go of our relationship.” Yunho stated with a broken voice. Jaejoong’s body immediately went rigid.
He pulled back, eyes glistening and pushed Yunho’s chest.“Stupid Yunho-yah, always taking on the blame! Why can’t you be a little more selfish for once! Tell me I’m the one being unreasonable, tell me Jaejoong you’re so goddamn insensitive haven’t you thought of MY feelings for a change! I’m…” he continues to hit on Yunho’s chest as Yunho watches him in horror, grabs both of Jaejoong’s hands securely while trying his best to shush him.
Jaejoong’s body went limp and fell to the floor, Yunho holding him as they both switched onto a sitting position. “Calm down baby, it’s alright. You’re allowed to be unreasonable.” He continues to stroke his hair. “God I really hate seeing you like this.. “ he softly tilted Jaejoong’s chin up. “Look at you. Here I am wanting to surprise you and this is how you greet me,” Yunho smiled sadly. “Yunnie is sad.”
Jaejoong clutched to one of Yunho’s hands, looking directly onto his chocolate orbs. “I don’t know what I ever did to deserve someone like you.” he said quietly after a long silence. Only Yunho can have this much affect on his emotions, and he trusts the other more than his life. He suddenly remembered something, “Wait a minute Yunnie how did you get here? I thought we weren’t supposed to meet till next week?” Large questioning eyes blinked at Yunho.
Yunho smiled with eyes full of warmth, and Jaejoong was reminded of how much they are still in love, even after everything that has happened. “Just make use of the time we have now.” He pinched Jaejoong’s cheek affectionately.
He stood up and took Jaejoong’s hand with him. “Now let me take my precious out to dinner, what do you feel like eating?”
A beautiful smile blossomed onto Jaejoong’s face.
for chepii for being so wonderful
He watches as Junsu and Yoochun fooled around with each other, forcing a smile when one of them caught his gaze. It was times like these when Jaejoong misses his other half the most. The house used to be a home when the five shared it together; rarely allowing silence and loneliness that lately comes too often. He swallows the bitter fact, and proceeded to walk into his room to get some privacy, and does what he can actually do - call his beloved Yunho.
It wasn’t until the third persistent call that his lover finally answered, sounding slightly out of breath.
“Yes sweetheart,” the familiar greeting sending him warmth.
“Hey, I called you like three times.” Jaejoong pouted.
“I was practicing for the musical, just took a break. Everything okay?”
“Hhhm.” Jaejoong paused. “I was just - thinking about you” his voice came out strangled.
“ I miss you love, we’ll see each other next week right?”
A week is way too long for his fragile heart. They used to spend 24/7 together it’s driving him crazy. After the lawsuit, they could only manage sneaking out to see each other once a week, sometimes even less.
“Jae?” his lover called out when the silence stretched out for too long.
They’ve known each other for more than nine years; Yunho can sense very well whenever something’s bothering Jae and vice versa; this was one of those times. Their bond and connection was irreplaceable, the pair have always seeked comfort to each other whenever things get rough.
“Yunho-ah, I don’t think I can take this anymore,” he whispered whilst shutting his eyes. Sensing he was on the verge of crying, he immediately ended the call.
Yunho stared at his phone, wishing he hadn’t heard Jaejoong’s words.
“Yunho-sshi back to practice!” He heard someone called out.
---
Jaejoong hated crying. Not only it was a sign of weakness, he was also raised up to be the strong one - being the only son in the family. Throughout the years, he could count by fingers of how many times he actually cried, and most of them were in front of Yunho, because he wasn’t comfortable showing that vulnerable side of himself to the others. It was only with him that he was willing to throw away his pride.
But Yunho wasn’t here now, what good would it be to cry? There would be no words of comfort, no bear hug and no one to stroke his hair as he does so. Yoochun and Junsu would freak out and knowing them they will probably call Yunho in the end and causes him unnecessary worries. Yunho had enough to deal with his own problems.
So he just simply sat there, trying to think positively and reassure himself that somehow things will get better, while opting to call one of his numerous good friends. Despite being the social butterfly that he is, logically Jaejoong knew it wouldn’t make a difference. They weren’t the ones he needed to talk to.
Feeling headache starting to overtake him instead, he settled to lie down on his bed and pulled out one of his iPods, listening to rock songs that eventually slurs him to slumber. The continuous ringing of his cell phone was unheard.
---
“One, two three and go!”
The musical cast proceeded with the rehearsal but Yunho simply couldn’t focus; he kept recalling the way Jae ended the call and how he didn’t pick up when Yunho tried to call him back. He wished he could do something to make his precious feel better…
Maybe a surprise would do it.
--
“Hyung? Jaejoong hyung?” Junsu persistently knocked on his door hoping to get a bit of response. Its been hours and Jaejoong still haven’t left the room since he left abruptly. No sense of movement was heard either. “We’re going out to eat, do you wanna come?”
No response.
“Just leave him alone.” Yoochun commented, coming up from behind. He remembered the way Jae looked at them earlier, and he had a good idea how Jaejoong is probably feeling at the moment. “He’ll come out when he feels better.”
---
“Remember hyung no guards no nothing. I’m not sure what management would do if they catch you sneaking out.” Changmin warned him.
“Screw it, won’t be the first time they beat us.” Yunho snickered.
“Well I wish you good luck hyung. Maybe I’ll cover for you“, he rolled his eyes.
“You should’ve heard how he sounded, maybe you’ll think twice before going all sarcastic on me.” Yunho glared at him.
“Look I know you’re worried for him, but this is way too risky. This is so unlike you leader-sshi.” Changmin emphasized the last word.
“That leader-sshi no longer exists.” Yunho spoke softly, staring hard onto a wall. ”I’m just Jung Yunho now, worrying about a Kim Jae Joong.”, and with that he left.
Changmin sighed heavily. Getting in between those two have never been advantageous and he had enough experience of that.
---
He woke up startled and panting with sweat, the nightmare has been by far the worst. In that dream, Yunho had been beaten up to death in front of his very own eyes for defending Jaejoong in front of their management, while Jaejoong just sat there hand tied up to a chair unable to do anything.
Still in his haze, he heard a consistent knock on the front door. Instinctively he called out for Junsu or Yoochun to get it, only to get no response.
Struggling, he forced himself to get up and proceeded to open the door, just to get the knocking to quiet down - to be embraced by the warmest arms in the world. Shock filled his entire being, making words die down at his throat. The tightness of Yunho’s hold increased before he pulled away slightly to take a closer look at his lover.
“Baby you look so pale,” he gently touched his cheek, eyebrows furrowed in deep concern at Jaejoong’s state. “What happened, are you sick? Have you eaten at all?”
Jaejoong could only shake his head and wrapped his arms around Yunho’s neck to crash him into another hug before choking, “Thank God you’re here… thank God….” He felt Yunho kissing his hair and shoulder.
“Jaejoongie… you’re not answering my question.” Yunho said warmly.
Jaejoong ignored him, “I had the worst nightmare about you,” flashes of the horrifying image came back to his mind, “I …I don’t know how long I can survive like this Yunnie-ah. I’m constantly worrying about how you’re doing every single day, where you are and who you’re with…” unable to hold back anymore that Yunho was here, he cried silently. He felt Yunho’s hand stroking his hair and tenderly soothing circles on his back.
“I’m so sorry Jaejoong-ah. If it makes you happier I…” he swallowed. “I’m willing to let go of our relationship.” Yunho stated with a broken voice. Jaejoong’s body immediately went rigid.
He pulled back, eyes glistening and pushed Yunho’s chest.“Stupid Yunho-yah, always taking on the blame! Why can’t you be a little more selfish for once! Tell me I’m the one being unreasonable, tell me Jaejoong you’re so goddamn insensitive haven’t you thought of MY feelings for a change! I’m…” he continues to hit on Yunho’s chest as Yunho watches him in horror, grabs both of Jaejoong’s hands securely while trying his best to shush him.
Jaejoong’s body went limp and fell to the floor, Yunho holding him as they both switched onto a sitting position. “Calm down baby, it’s alright. You’re allowed to be unreasonable.” He continues to stroke his hair. “God I really hate seeing you like this.. “ he softly tilted Jaejoong’s chin up. “Look at you. Here I am wanting to surprise you and this is how you greet me,” Yunho smiled sadly. “Yunnie is sad.”
Jaejoong clutched to one of Yunho’s hands, looking directly onto his chocolate orbs. “I don’t know what I ever did to deserve someone like you.” he said quietly after a long silence. Only Yunho can have this much affect on his emotions, and he trusts the other more than his life. He suddenly remembered something, “Wait a minute Yunnie how did you get here? I thought we weren’t supposed to meet till next week?” Large questioning eyes blinked at Yunho.
Yunho smiled with eyes full of warmth, and Jaejoong was reminded of how much they are still in love, even after everything that has happened. “Just make use of the time we have now.” He pinched Jaejoong’s cheek affectionately.
He stood up and took Jaejoong’s hand with him. “Now let me take my precious out to dinner, what do you feel like eating?”
A beautiful smile blossomed onto Jaejoong’s face.