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Ok, so every time in the past I've felt this crazy it's always been after a long binge of getting no sleep. Not to belittle what I said, all of those things are very legitamate and relevent, I'm just seeing everything way out of proportion right now. I totally cannot handle sleep deprivation like alot of people, it just kills me. I really need
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ok, not really.
You know, you have to remember its not as bad as you think it is.
What helps is to remember you got it really good.
I know when I'm feeling at my lowest low its because I let myself focus on the negative way too much.
Seriously, no one is going to be able to make you better except you, but you know that.
Its up to you to let your self out.
But what I think you need is to just relax and enjoy something...
Your probably beating yourself up to much for feeling whatever it is your feeling.
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this is so completely true, the same conclusion I came up with. It's just so hard sometimes, when I feel so conflicted inside and unable to take in how wonderful everything is - it has to do with the Resistant attachment thing, I'll talk to you about it today.
How soon can you hang out? I don't know what time first Thursday starts
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I knew you would, your so ultra cool like that.
I reread it and thought, wow this is sounding like "stop feeling sorry for yourself!" but I didn't mean it to be that way. I also know its hard to be rational and everything when your emotions are going crazy! I also admire your will to pull yourself out of it and actually write everything down to try and figure it out. I do that too. But sometimes it just takes time...to feel better and for things to work themselves out.
I think my chair smells really bad...The one I got out of the dumpster- it makes me itch!
I think I need a new chair even thoiugh its all retro orange and cool :(
CALL ME!
i left you a messege.
I am so happy today- THANK YOU MISTER SUN!
and Jesus :)
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The way you worded it did seem a little impersonal, but I know better than to assume that about you (although if i was in one of those "moods" i might not), and it is all so true.. until recently, I haven't ever taken responsability for my feelings or even came close to grasping that it was possible. You reinforcing these things for me makes them even more tangible. I always value everything you ever say to me, I want you to know, your words always carry so much weight and I still have mad respect for you.
And I am calling you now. =)
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