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[victicious]

I am constantly getting disapointed in myself without a valid reason.. Being the extremely self-analytical person that I am, I have these standards for myself, these new plateaus in personal/relational/spiritual development envisioned in my mind - areas I want to grow and change in, which I am always striving towards.. It hit me today (as it's hit

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[jazz_singer]

dont be disappointed, its all a part of growing up. i get so damn frustrated becuase i am not up to parr with my older friends, it makes me almost angry at my self for not growing fast enough. but patience, not animosity, is a virtue, and no matter how annoying it is, remember that you will catch up, reach that plateau, etc etc. satisfaction is a long road that leads you no where, and once you accept that, you can accept yourself.

[victicious]

Right on, I'm glad you understand this.. It is very important to remember that you CAN be content in the journey though, just knowing you're on a journey is reason enough to be happy

[jazz_singer]

well said victor

[jedi_marrikala]

Vick ~ Hey man! This is Ruthie, from the Nocturnal? I found your journal through Katie's cuz she had posted on Matt Hirsch's....yeah... Anyway, if my name isn't enough, I'm the girl who did that insane, spin-you-by-your-head thingy to you on Sunday. So I just wanted to say "hi"!

[victicious]

Hey Ruthie!! I'm so glad you have a live journal, that rules! This will be fun.. You're totally on my friends list now. My name spelled with no K, although don't feel bad, most people think it is it at first. I am no one's vapor rub!

[jedi_marrikala]

LOL~ that's awesome! I have no problem with you not being a vapor rub! LOL I've always seen it spelled wiht a "k" so just forgive me if I slip up now and then ok?

cool

[swing_matt]

dude, you are cool, where were you tonight man, come tomorrow k. There are 2 out of town djs at northstar