I got back from our first football practice a while ago and no the time isn't glitched, it was from 12:01am-2:00am midnight madness. Oh it was madness. I'm so sore
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So, looking through your entire journal is fun. Well, not really because I cried a lot. I'm truly sorry for everything. I've hurt you so much. But I was scared, which is no excuse. I tried to find everyway to ignore the fact that you were gone & I needed you. I tried to pretend that it didn't matter to me that the only person I will ever love this much is so far away. AND IT'S NOT EVEN THAT FAR. I found your address while scanning through, so your giant envelope will be on it's way soon. I don't want anyone but you. And I'm waiting. I always have been, but I never informed you of that. & with all the stupid boys I've dated, I've only seen how much more you and I share. So, I'm waiting. & I'll wait forever. Because it's not as bad as looking in the mirror and thinking, "You never called back, you bitch." I'm so sorry.
I have a suprise for you. But I won't be able to get it for another month, maybe sooner. But I know you'll like it. I know it's something that we'll both be able to keep forever.
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Well, not really because I cried a lot.
I'm truly sorry for everything.
I've hurt you so much.
But I was scared, which is no excuse.
I tried to find everyway to ignore the fact that you were gone & I needed you.
I tried to pretend that it didn't matter to me that the only person I will ever love this much is so far away.
AND IT'S NOT EVEN THAT FAR.
I found your address while scanning through, so your giant envelope will be on it's way soon.
I don't want anyone but you.
And I'm waiting.
I always have been, but I never informed you of that.
& with all the stupid boys I've dated, I've only seen how much more you and I share.
So, I'm waiting. & I'll wait forever. Because it's not as bad as looking in the mirror and thinking, "You never called back, you bitch."
I'm so sorry.
I have a suprise for you. But I won't be able to get it for another month, maybe sooner.
But I know you'll like it. I know it's something that we'll both be able to keep forever.
Love always, Rina.
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football
sweeeet
I have band camp thursday
and registration tomorrow
shit
Hope to see you there
<3
Heather
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