i apologize for last nights entry
i was very drunk and depressend

like right now, exvcept for the depressedn part.

things are alreacy gettign better.

mmmhmmm, i am already feeling better

im fucking leaving.

no one in this town gives a shit about me, fuck them.

see you motherfuckers later, have fun being stuid assholes

im heading north, or west

oh please please please tell me things will go back to the way they used to be ( Read more... )

today i went and applied for jobs, then went downtown and drank quarts

HEY YOU!
i want your badumpadunmp

my life
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yeah...

i cant stop thinking about bad things.

i wish i had a huge fucking gun to suck on the barrel of so i could make these suicideal wishes more realistical ( Read more... )

last night was cool. really fucking cool.

and i didnt go downtown at all.

i went to the cage 3 times today, i love malt liquor and buffalo wing patatoe chips.

i just threw up in the bathroom of costco. and taught my 2 year old sister how to sing along to off the gods.

i think but the thoughts dont register. i see but my vision is blurred. all my memories are of bad times. i listen but i dont hear because noone is talking to me ( Read more... )