Im so sorry...for everything. Im sorry I failed you. Im sorry I couldnt hold you in your time of need. Im sorry I caved into the pain... Please..please be safe and come back in one piece... I love you.
~smiles meekly~ You didnt fail me at all. Just remember that always. There are just things I cant control anymore...and when people tell me...Thats Chesh talking...I need to step back because I forgot what reality was. Im sure ill be ok..............its just...ill admit to being afraid of talking to humans again. Im still lurkering seeing whats up with everyone. and ill keep playing your voice post...to refresh my mind of your voice.....not that id ever forget its just..sometimes..things drift..
Im crying so hard, but silently so the word cant share my pain. Im selfish. I need to keep it to myself. Replay it...always...I'll make one for you, just for you. -whimpers and curls up-
~walks up and licks your forehead~ ill be lurking if he need me. you still have my cell and are free to text. talking will be harder for me...lack of time. school and work all day....i mean..well..i get home at midnight just about everyday...but ive been up since 5-6am...so...im generally...zombie like.
Also to the other things going on in your life. Im sory about the surgery and i hope you will be ok in the end. Your a tough cookie. Also gratz on Hera :] I hope it all goes ok. Cheer up a little kitty. we all like smiles even if its a little one.
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Also to the other things going on in your life. Im sory about the surgery and i hope you will be ok in the end. Your a tough cookie. Also gratz on Hera :] I hope it all goes ok. Cheer up a little kitty. we all like smiles even if its a little one.
Take care my dear.
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