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confused
so the guy i have been inlove wit since nineth grade is back in town..we went out and it was amazing..but we r no longer together. and we never got over each other.and he told me yesterday that he hasnt dated anyone since me and that there is no way he could unless he could find someone like me..but he said that is impossible. cus im nonreplacable ( Read more... ) -
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sigh..im not looking forward to work today...i just wanna sleep..i miss my bbff. my bf is starting to get on my nerves..i cant be happy for him all the time. im not his toy.! i need my space. i love him but sometimes he bugs me too much. i feel like today will never end. i cant wait for it to be over all ready!
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death poem
Facade
"This is the emotion lullaby;
Of a cutter’s silent kiss."
The razor kisses my wrist loves,
Leaving red in it's replace.
Slices with it's sharp teeth,
And I feel no pain. Numbness
Takes over as I lay,
It looks like I’m sleeping and
I’ll never wake up,
But if you look close enough
You will see the blood
and find the note I left for you.
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Writer's Block: Behind the wheel
If you could have any vehicle (a helicopter, sports car, space ship, yacht, etc.) and a free place to park it, what would you choose, and why?
i would choose a muscle car or a harley motorcycle. i love them and they remind me of my dad -
pain
i need help..ive tried dealing with by myself but its not working anymore.im too broken too hurt. im addicted to cutting. ive tryed stopping many times..and im good for awhile..but i always end up cutting again.. im a smoker..im addicted to pain.blood. love..i feel like a monster. i dont know who i am anymore..wut do i do? -
rain and things
it rained really hard last night. and it was storming. and i was pretty scared. i hid in my closet the whole time ( Read more... ) -
sick of it all
so im not doin soo well..im sick of people always judging me and assuming things about me. it hurts. they should just stop. cus its not making things any better for me. i have enough goin on in my life right now. my dad got demoted. my mom is always on my back about college and my grades and my friends. im just sick of it. and im just plain tired ( Read more... ) -
bored
soo.. im in school right now... im in yearbook class.. and im pretty bored. i cant wait to go home and read my new book! ..im kindof a wall flower..so when i do something random or crazy everyone looks. lol..im thinking about dying my hair blue this summer..but i work at a library..so idk..but i really want to.. i just quit smoking. it was super ( Read more... )