its so lonley.. and people lie. Why do people lie just to make themselves look better? I think it makes them look like.. well, peices of trash. For example, when people lie to and about the ones closest to them because they think it makes them more appealing. And then it turns out that no one REALLY likes them anymore, they just pitty them and find ( Read more... )

I dont know why I feel compelled to update this thing. Its not like I really have anything I need or want to say. I guess I just feel liek rambling to someone yet no one at all. It seems different now that I am on the outside looking in on everyone. I see faults in myself and in everyone else now that Im not living in the lies as I once was. Not ( Read more... )

Christ Im so sick of everyone. Can't any of you stop stabbing eachother in the backs or shoving your heads up eachothers asses long enough to realize how malicious you all act. There are VERY few people I would even want to try to trust now, and hell I dont even really speak to them much. Some of the people that I would have trust my life with have ( Read more... )

I know I decided not to write in this thing anymore but since I dont have any other real connections with anyone I figured I would. I decided to move back home and go to school for my eleventh and twelfth grade years. It wasnt an easy decision but it was a decision non the less. It's so hard to let go of what once was, and everyone keeps telling me ( Read more... )

Well, this looks like this is the last entry I will be making. I wish that I could leave, telling everyone that things will get better for me and Im a stronger person.. but I cant. And Im going to leave on the note that with every end is a new beginning and with every beginning a chance for a new end.

Recently someone told me that I moved up here and started thinking I was the shit, all I have to say is.. People are so monomoniacal. They get one thought in their head and it begins a whole long chain of hypocritical thoughts and ideas. It seems that some of these people who find the need to bash people behind their backs, needs to get a reality ( Read more... )

BORED!!! i need a vacation. And yes that may sound funny to many because of the fact that all i do is sleep in and get up and do school work but its not enough excitment for me. And that sounds really bitchy, I know! But imagine sitting home ALLLL day long with no one to talk to and no nothing to do! It really truely sucks. I need to come home for ( Read more... )

hmm.... im really bored. My trip to florida has been canceled unless i can somehow miraculously convince my dad i wont die on the plane ride. I am going horse back riding this weekend.. cool huh? thats about the only time i get to do something cause i have homeschool and it takes up most of my time. But im learning more than I would if i were in ( Read more... )

homeschool is the best.. Im getting twice the education and i get to sleep in!! Anyone who knows me well.. knows how much i LOVE to sleep. Anyway, i might not get to come down and visit in october.. :( but oh well.. i will be there soon enough.. well my life is boring so that is all i have to say!

I just came home early from school.. im sick.. of course. Im always sick! my new resolution is to not get sick for a while!! WAIT! that cant work cause my last resolution was to not have anymore resolutions cause i always break them.. oh well. Anyway, school is going ok, even though i just wanna come home to titusville. WOW! I never thought i would ( Read more... )