thats it

[victorp]

yes, i'm not usually like this, but due to recent events i'm so depressed it's insane. I find myself mad at everything, everyone, every thought. and eventhough it's not my fault, and I can't do anything more then i have already, it just keeps running through my mind. I think i'm going grey over this, I got some serious grey countige on my head,

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[batmanonfire]

if you STAYED for the weekend we could have had fun on SATURDAY!

[victorp]

meh, i need to get out of this town for a few days. hopefully i'll figure some shit out when i'm back

[mooseek]

I MIGHT COME TONIGHT!

[mooseek]

Don't worry Vicky, everything will come together again.
I'm not sure when, but I understand/feel your state.
Take care in Buffalo! (buy me a keychain! :P)

[fenix_feather]

perhaps if you found comfort in the knowledge and excitement of the endless possibilities of your own personal future instead of others it'll help narrow your scope of negativity on the world. I've been there, taking everyone's burdens into my own world, but there comes a time when we all just need to realize that this is a time in our lives when all of us need to be selfish and find what will truly make us happy, and not relying on others for the happiness. :) you'll get there; just focus on you right now to make yourself happy :)

[chim__chim]

don't feel too alone in the grey hair count.

I used to avoid looking in mirrors so I didn't have to see them. Then one day I got tired of escapism from reality so I just pulled every single fucking one of them out.

Try that. It's oddly satisfying to be ripping dead hairs out of your scalp.

Being alone for too long can be counter-productive to what you want to happen. Go out and talk to people once in a while, see if it makes it better.

Do what you feel you want to do and need to do. You don't always need the people around you in order to be happy. Just don't lose your way from what you want and it'll end up fine.

BTW: if you ever get into SI, I swear I'll drive to whereever the fuck you are and kick the shit out of you.

[victorp]

um.. i don't know what SI is .. but thanks for the comforting thought..

[chim__chim]

self-injury.

just don't do it.

if you're looking for something to escape into, try the new elder scrolls game :) if you liked morrowwind, you'll be blown away by oblivion.

[victorp]

aha, i actually started downloading it. hopefully my computer dusn't die while i play. i san see that happening