One day you'll walk down the street, stop, stare at the people around you (who are starring back), and forget whatever the fuck it was that you were doing.  And in very similar instances, the memories you have and continue to make will be lost and gone forever.  Which, I guess is why you shouldn't hold on to some things for too long.  Unless ( Read more... )

I've spent the whole day at the smoke shop/ tattoo shop.  It's been nice.  It looks like tonight Dan and I are going to sell glass for a little bit of money.   Neat-o!  I'm hoping that eventually, the dudes who own the shop will let me sell glass all day and pay me like 6 bucks an hour and then I can work a few days at the Village Inn.  For now, I ( Read more... )

I'll be pouting tonight at the VI.  Thank GOD no one I know goes there. 

Does anyone have pictures from the burlesque show (more specifically the finale)???

So yesterday was a fucking trying day and today just can't get any better.

I felt so sick yesterday, having a combination of the shit pukes.  It got better as the day wore on, but seriously, if it hadn't been for pot and love, I wouldn't have made it.  Dan took care of me the whole day.  Then, last night as I was going to go to work, all the boys ( Read more... )

Jesus fucking christ my life is sooo weird.  And I really don't want it to be...

I felt like absolute ass today.  Absolute ass and an absolute ass.  (what?)

Renamed Ms. Dorian... way better now.

Working is awful.  I hate it.  I just want to work for myself. 

He told me that he couldn't get an apartment with me, but he'd get one next to me.  He says that his ten years of pain are what's making him be so cautious with me.  He says he doesn't want to hurt me.  But that it'll kill when this wave crashes.  *sigh*  whatever... I'm just going to let it flow.  If I think less, I come to more reasonable ( Read more... )

So I've been listening to this "postive hip-hop" these past couple of days, and I like it a lot.  I'm pleased to find soul:

"Move back, move back, that morning sun
Shine this light for everyone....
One day we'll be so tall."

I'd like to think that one day I'll be tall, but for now, things are getting hard.  This is going to be a hard winter, for sure ( Read more... )

I can't help but think that if you fuck other women I won't stick around.  That's one form of abuse that hurts far too much for me to deal with.  But then I can't help but think that if you fuck other women, I probably will stick around because I have no self-esteem and I feel like I need you.  And I feel like I love you ( Read more... )

So I got a job at Denny's.  I start this evening ( Read more... )