I swear I'm cursed ( Read more... )

Stupid expensive college. I hope they're lenient about deadlines. I kinda screwed up and jacked around with my friends all day rather than do the FAFSA on time and wound up submitting it just before midnight Pacific time on Sunday :/. My sister continues to insist that it'll be okay. I am anxious ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder:
What the fuck am I thinking?
How the hell can I expect things to turn out all right the way I handle them?

Sometimes I realize that I have not quite grown up. This is one of those times.

Stress is a killer, but what's more emasculating is the knowledge that I brought all of this on myself.