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I feel like a bad person today. I became upset at Lance for silly reasons last night. I can't seem to get completely comfortable with myself, thus hindering my relationships. All of my relationships..... I'm shy and sometimes embarrassed to be who I am (a homosexual). I HATE feeling like I can't let loose. How long will it take before I just

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[theactorman]

:( I am sorry, Luke. I just want to see you happy.

[spell_breaker83]

It's times like these you need to ask yourself "What would Jimmy Buffett do?"

He'd tell you to take a Holiday.

Seriously, Luke, you need to think about a vacation. Even if it's just a two day, one night get away.

And stressing about what you can't control is gonna kill you. I empathize, because I'm no better (if not worse) than you.

feel that way myself from time to time

[kai_austin]

Hello. I've been away for almost two years, so I have a lot of catching up to do with your journal (we chatted back when I lived in Austin and had a Jeep -- when gas was just hovering at around 2 dollars -- memories!)

OK, so I wanted to say that I can totally relate to how you feel from time to time about being gay. I have those days too. There are times when I really hate being who I am. But then it passes and I try to center myself and focus my mental energies on more positive things. Most of the time that helps, but still...it never quite goes away.