1) Something that I recently changed was: my default email for Livejournal, my profile as well

2) Never in my life have I sucked at: moving my hips, pouting my lips

4) When I'm nervous: my ulcers destroy my stomach a little more

5) The last time I cried was: this morning

6) If I were to get married right now my bridesmaids/groomsmen would be: Denise, ( Read more... )

So I don't want to talk to anyone. 
I don't want to see anyone and pretend to be happy
I feel like these past 2 months (ones in which I've basically  been out of phone contact with anyone but Brian and my Family) waiting with bated breath for Papa to take a turn one way or another, were just the pre-curser to a serious bout of depression. 
Which I ( Read more... )

He passed yesterday morning @ 4:30 am.
The wake will be Thursday @ Scheffler Funeral Home in Kankakee from 3-8 and Friday @ Joines's Funeral Home in Villa Grove, the Funeral will be Saturday morning @ Sacred Heart in Posotum.

Thank you to everyone for their Love.

( no one's ever loved me better... )

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2 points if you know the movie that came from.

Yesterday I came into work early so I could leave a half hour early... then I drove to monmouth and spent Halloween night with Brian. It was the most amazing thing ever. It's about the only thing that makes me wish I was back there in undergrad, so I could fall asleep next to him, wake up periodically ( Read more... )

I went to a Halloween Party on Saturday night, But I FORGOT MY CAMERA, (luckily I do have a photo of myself which should appear soon) which really makes it impossible to explain how IN to halloween 20-early 30 somethings can get. Favorite costumes include the Hostesses as Wonderwoman and Batgirl, The Guinness Guys (Brilliant!), Judy Bar Topinka ( ( Read more... )

I'm at work, my nose is cold and my hands would be too if I wasn't wearing gloves ( Read more... )

sometimes I wonder if anyone reads this thing. 
I promise this isn't a desperate cry for comments, just something I was thinking about

1. My nose runs continually during season changes, and the winter, and most of summer, there’s about 2 weeks in May where I’m ok.  
2. I’m a terrible long distance friend. I always forget to call back and I only call when I’m feeling lonely or depressed.
3. When I’m happy I jump up and down and dance and smile and laugh and beg people with my eyes to ask me ( Read more... )