Our Baby, Our Love Chapter 02
Title: Our Baby, Our Love
Chapter: 2/3
Author: VIE
Rating: PG
Genre: MPREG, fluff, angst, character death
Disclaimer: I own them in my dream :(
Summary: One day, JaeJoong wake up without a single memory in his head and Yunho’s the one that made him lost his memories~
6 months had passed since JaeJoong ran away from Yunho’s home and that man never came looking for him. Yet in JaeJoong’s heart, he hope so. Wish he would come, on his knees, and asked him to return.
JaeJoong sit in a chair by the windown and keep sighing. His mind is fill with various things. Including the thoughts of his real husband, Park Yoochun.
*FLASHBACK
"Jae ah ~ will you marry me?"
JaeJoong’s eyes widened as he covered his mouth with both hands.
"Please ~"
"bu .. but YooChun a ~ I’m .. nobody .. ev .. even .. I am an orphan "
YooChun shook his head as he pulled JaeJoong into his arms. "Jae .. are you foget I’m an orphan too? We both did not have anyone else Jae. I just have you .. and you also only have me"
"bu .. but I’m .. a man .. "
YooChun pulled back and stared intently to JaeJoong’s eyes.
"I love Jae ah ~ say okay please .."
“…”
“…”
"Okay .."
YooChun smiled broadly and immediately picked JaeJoong and twirling him.
"Kyaaaa Chunnie!! I'm dizzy!!"JaeJoong exclaimed as he hugged Yoochun’s neck tightly.
"I promise you Jae! I will make you be the happiest person in this world!"
*End
JaeJoong sighed again as he wipe away his flowing tears. He was silent for a while there but the crying woke him from his reverie. Immediately he rose from his chair and approached her son.
"Moonbin .. you're awake dear .."JaeJoong is carrying his baby and get out of their small house. 6 months ago, JaeJoong took Moonbin fled to his parents' old house that given for him before they died on the outskirts of Seoul.
Their house is only as big as Yunho’s home bathroom and have nothing but a small bed, small kitchen and a dining table.
Every morning, with Moonbin on his back, JaeJoong will begin to help the men plowing. After that in the afternoon he will help the women work.
Sometimes he misses his old life, where every day he will be pampered by Yunho. But .. he had lied to him. JaeJoong already know everything. He had visited the hospital where he was treated. YooChun is dead .. and he died because of Yunho. Yunho had killed his husband.
"JaeJoong a! Take a rest!" one of the middle-aged woman call him. JaeJoong smile and approach her.
"Gomawo Eunah sshi ~" he say as he accepted a glass of drinking water offered to him.
JaeJoong took a break under a tree while Moonbin playing in his lap. Eunah reached out and touched his chubby cheek.
"Jae .. you haven’t take Moonbin to the hospital?" He asked. JaeJoong sighed and shook his head. "I do not have enough money to take him"
"Aish! What if the pain is getting worse? This take my money first and immediately take him to the hospital!" said the woman, handing him the money bag.
"I can not accept this Eunah sshi!" Said JaeJoong quickly handing back the money bag.
"Aish Jae! Quick bring Moonbin to the hospital! He is thinner than before! About the money you can return it later! I don’t need the money now"
JaeJoong reluctantly accepted the money. It is true .. he was in desperate need of money to bring Moonbin to the hospita. His son was becoming increasingly no appetite and lost lots weight.
"I'll take him to the hospital later this afternoon" JaeJoong said later. Eunah nodded and smiled.
~*~*~*~*~*~
"Wh ... what did you say??"
"JaeJoong sshi ~ Moonbin have cancer stage 3. He must be operate as soon as possible!"
JaeJoong fell back into the chair. His face was pale and tears start welling up.
"But he is a baby .. and I do not have any money" he whispered with tears begin to flow.
The Doctor look at his condition. He decided to give Moonbin free drugs. However, these drugs will only slow the spread rather than treating it.
~*~*~*~*~*~
Upon his return to the village, JaeJoong told everything and the first reaction Eunah given to him is "you have to get back to Yunho, Jae! He loves both of you! "
"But Eunah sshi~ he must have forgotten about us now. Yunho .. do not love me. He just felt guilty for making YooChun died and made me insane .. "JaeJoong whispered.
Eunah shook his head slowly. "You can not see the sincerity of his heart Jae. You have to go back to him and take care of Moonbin. He need much money!!"
JaeJoong sighed. "I'm sure he would be happy now because I and Binnie was out of his life. He is free to do whatever he wanted .. I had to find a new job for Binnie medical expenses.. "
Eunah is silent. If only he could convince JaeJoong to return to Yunho.
Though he never met with Yunho, but heard JaeJoong’s story she know that this man loves JaeJoong and Moonbin like his own children and his own wife.
~*~*~*~*~*~
3 months had pass. Moonbin just celebrated her first birthday. They celebrate together with the people around. Eunah give him a pair of new shoes for him and others give toys, hats, and lots of clothes for him.
"Binnie ah ~ saengil chukae!" Said JaeJoong as he gave a kiss on both cheeks. Moonbin giggled, swinging a toy in his hand.
But suddenly he coughed. JaeJoong soon took Moonbin’s water bottle and give it to Moonbim. But that does not make him stop coughing.
"Moonbin .. Moonbin are you okay dear??"JaeJoong exclaimed frantically carrying Moonbin and patting his back. Eunah immediately helped JaeJoong brought Moonbin to bed while others help cleaning up their party.
But Moonbin coughing never stop. Until he coughing blood that make JaeJoong widening his eyes. JaeJoong start to panic. He does not know what to do and there is only 1 name in his brain. Yunho.
Without thinking, JaeJoong soon took his coat and Binnie’s jacket then ran out the door.
Lucky, when they reach the bus stop, the bus had just arrived so that they can just ride. JaeJoong took the rear seat and luckily Moonbin cough had subsided until finally falling asleep in his mother arms.
As he leaned his head into the glass, JaeJoong sobbed quietly. The tears continued to flow.
"Chunnie .. Is this my punishment for betrayed your love?"
~*~*~*~*~*~
JaeJoong open his eyes slowly and see around. He was already in Seoul and have to be down at the next stop. Lucky he woke up in the right moment.
"Binnie?" He called as he looked down and his eyes widened when he saw Moonbin unconscious. His body was hot and cold sweats running from his forehead.
"Binnie are you okay? Oh God your body is so hot!"JaeJoong said with frustration. The tears started to spread again.
JaeJoong quickly ran off the bus, carrying Moonbin then kept running until he stopped in front of Yunho’s house. Without thinking twice he knock the door and the door open soon.
Yunho was same as last he seen. "Jae .. Joong?" He whisper in disbelief.
"Yunho .. please help me .. "JaeJoong whispered, his face wet with tears. Yunho pulled him immediately into his arms.
"JaeJoong .. JaeJoong .. JaeJoong .." Yunho whisper with a sigh of relief. "Let's come. The air is very cold" Yunho said as he pull JaeJoong into the house.
After closing the door Yunho immediately turn around and cup both of JaeJoong’s cheeks. "Why are you crying?" he asked as he wiped tears from JaeJoong cheeks.
"Moonbin .. Moonbin .." it ‘s the only one who kept out from the pale lips. Yunho looked down at the child in JaeJoong’s arms..
"JaeJoong he is sick!!" Said Yunho when touched Moonbin face. Without thinking, Yunho pulled Moonbin from JaeJoong's arms. And while carrying Moonbin and pull JaeJoong, Yunho grabbed his car keys.
Yunho place Moonbin is JaeJoong’s lap and after closing the door he immediately ran around to the driver's seat.
JaeJoong look at the man next to him. He had never seen Yunho this panic before. The tears begin to flow again, even he begin to sob. Yunho turned around and raised his hand to touch JaeJoong’s cheek..
"He'll be fine .. calm down .." he whispered. But JaeJoong’s crying even harder.
"Why are you still as kind to me Yunho? After I left you out without want to hear your explanation?" JaeJoong wanted to scream like that. But he can’t.
Their car arrive at the hospital a few dozen minutes later. Without wasting time Yunho immediately take Moonbin and ran into the emergency room. Even he did not lock up his car.
The doctors and nurses work hard to reduce Moonbin’s fever. 10 minutes later one of the doctors come see Yunho while JaeJoong cleaning his full of tears face in bathroom.
"Sir-"
"Jung. Jung Yunho. How’s Moonbin, doctor? "
"Mr. Jung, Moonbin cancer get worse and begin to spread to other parts. He must be surgery immediate!"
Yunho widened his eyes. "Ca .. cancer? How .. how bad is it? "
"It is stage 3 already"
Yunho getting more shock. His face is pale instantly. He held both of the doctor's shoulder and shook him. "Please! Please save him doctor! Do whatever it takes to save him!! Do any operation or anything if it could save him!" he said with a depression tone.
"We will do everything possible Mr. Jung. But you need to know the chance of this operation is only 35%. But this operation only the only way to save him"
Yunho’s tears begin to welling up.
"Yun .. what is it? "
Yunho turn around and find JaeJoong stood next to his with face full of confused and panicked.
"Jae .. Moonbin is ill" Yunho whispered hoarsely. JaeJoong nodded slowly.
"I do not have the money to treat it .." JaeJoong whispered with tears started welling up again.
Yunho buried his face in his hands and sobbed. JaeJoong sit next to him and hold his shoulder.
"Doctor.. is Moonbin okay? "JaeJoong asked the man who’s standing in front of them.
"We need to do surgery immediately to save Moonbin"
"O.. operation as soon as possible? Is he getting worse?" JaeJoong whispered in disbelief.
"Doctor. Perform operations! Please save him!" Yunho said finally, his face wet with tears. JaeJoong turn to him with shock in his face. "Yun?! The operation requires great cost. I-"
"Jae .. he's my son too .." Yunho whispered and JaeJoong silenced immediately.
"OK. We will be doing it!"
"Please .. save him .." Yunho whispered.
"We will do everything possible!"
JaeJoong watch the man next to it carefully. Oh God .. why he did not realize it before. He loves this man ..
~*~*~*~*~*~
3 hours had passed since the first time Yunho and JaeJoong sit in front of the operating room. JaeJoong could only sit still while Yunho walked back and forth.
Lights above the operating room died a few moments later and a doctor's come from inside.
"Doctor! How is he?" Yunho exclaimed as soon as he approached the doctor.
Silence made JaeJoong feeling worse. And it proved with the next sentence that came out of his mouth.
"We apologize .. Moonbin .. can not make it .. "
JaeJoong did not know what next. He remembered that he fell, faint cries from Yunho, then black.
~TBC
A/N : hey guys~ thanks for reading and i'm sorry for the late update. I was lazy to translate this fic into english ;p last chapter will coming soon~~
Chapter: 2/3
Author: VIE
Rating: PG
Genre: MPREG, fluff, angst, character death
Disclaimer: I own them in my dream :(
Summary: One day, JaeJoong wake up without a single memory in his head and Yunho’s the one that made him lost his memories~
6 months had passed since JaeJoong ran away from Yunho’s home and that man never came looking for him. Yet in JaeJoong’s heart, he hope so. Wish he would come, on his knees, and asked him to return.
JaeJoong sit in a chair by the windown and keep sighing. His mind is fill with various things. Including the thoughts of his real husband, Park Yoochun.
*FLASHBACK
"Jae ah ~ will you marry me?"
JaeJoong’s eyes widened as he covered his mouth with both hands.
"Please ~"
"bu .. but YooChun a ~ I’m .. nobody .. ev .. even .. I am an orphan "
YooChun shook his head as he pulled JaeJoong into his arms. "Jae .. are you foget I’m an orphan too? We both did not have anyone else Jae. I just have you .. and you also only have me"
"bu .. but I’m .. a man .. "
YooChun pulled back and stared intently to JaeJoong’s eyes.
"I love Jae ah ~ say okay please .."
“…”
“…”
"Okay .."
YooChun smiled broadly and immediately picked JaeJoong and twirling him.
"Kyaaaa Chunnie!! I'm dizzy!!"JaeJoong exclaimed as he hugged Yoochun’s neck tightly.
"I promise you Jae! I will make you be the happiest person in this world!"
*End
JaeJoong sighed again as he wipe away his flowing tears. He was silent for a while there but the crying woke him from his reverie. Immediately he rose from his chair and approached her son.
"Moonbin .. you're awake dear .."JaeJoong is carrying his baby and get out of their small house. 6 months ago, JaeJoong took Moonbin fled to his parents' old house that given for him before they died on the outskirts of Seoul.
Their house is only as big as Yunho’s home bathroom and have nothing but a small bed, small kitchen and a dining table.
Every morning, with Moonbin on his back, JaeJoong will begin to help the men plowing. After that in the afternoon he will help the women work.
Sometimes he misses his old life, where every day he will be pampered by Yunho. But .. he had lied to him. JaeJoong already know everything. He had visited the hospital where he was treated. YooChun is dead .. and he died because of Yunho. Yunho had killed his husband.
"JaeJoong a! Take a rest!" one of the middle-aged woman call him. JaeJoong smile and approach her.
"Gomawo Eunah sshi ~" he say as he accepted a glass of drinking water offered to him.
JaeJoong took a break under a tree while Moonbin playing in his lap. Eunah reached out and touched his chubby cheek.
"Jae .. you haven’t take Moonbin to the hospital?" He asked. JaeJoong sighed and shook his head. "I do not have enough money to take him"
"Aish! What if the pain is getting worse? This take my money first and immediately take him to the hospital!" said the woman, handing him the money bag.
"I can not accept this Eunah sshi!" Said JaeJoong quickly handing back the money bag.
"Aish Jae! Quick bring Moonbin to the hospital! He is thinner than before! About the money you can return it later! I don’t need the money now"
JaeJoong reluctantly accepted the money. It is true .. he was in desperate need of money to bring Moonbin to the hospita. His son was becoming increasingly no appetite and lost lots weight.
"I'll take him to the hospital later this afternoon" JaeJoong said later. Eunah nodded and smiled.
~*~*~*~*~*~
"Wh ... what did you say??"
"JaeJoong sshi ~ Moonbin have cancer stage 3. He must be operate as soon as possible!"
JaeJoong fell back into the chair. His face was pale and tears start welling up.
"But he is a baby .. and I do not have any money" he whispered with tears begin to flow.
The Doctor look at his condition. He decided to give Moonbin free drugs. However, these drugs will only slow the spread rather than treating it.
~*~*~*~*~*~
Upon his return to the village, JaeJoong told everything and the first reaction Eunah given to him is "you have to get back to Yunho, Jae! He loves both of you! "
"But Eunah sshi~ he must have forgotten about us now. Yunho .. do not love me. He just felt guilty for making YooChun died and made me insane .. "JaeJoong whispered.
Eunah shook his head slowly. "You can not see the sincerity of his heart Jae. You have to go back to him and take care of Moonbin. He need much money!!"
JaeJoong sighed. "I'm sure he would be happy now because I and Binnie was out of his life. He is free to do whatever he wanted .. I had to find a new job for Binnie medical expenses.. "
Eunah is silent. If only he could convince JaeJoong to return to Yunho.
Though he never met with Yunho, but heard JaeJoong’s story she know that this man loves JaeJoong and Moonbin like his own children and his own wife.
~*~*~*~*~*~
3 months had pass. Moonbin just celebrated her first birthday. They celebrate together with the people around. Eunah give him a pair of new shoes for him and others give toys, hats, and lots of clothes for him.
"Binnie ah ~ saengil chukae!" Said JaeJoong as he gave a kiss on both cheeks. Moonbin giggled, swinging a toy in his hand.
But suddenly he coughed. JaeJoong soon took Moonbin’s water bottle and give it to Moonbim. But that does not make him stop coughing.
"Moonbin .. Moonbin are you okay dear??"JaeJoong exclaimed frantically carrying Moonbin and patting his back. Eunah immediately helped JaeJoong brought Moonbin to bed while others help cleaning up their party.
But Moonbin coughing never stop. Until he coughing blood that make JaeJoong widening his eyes. JaeJoong start to panic. He does not know what to do and there is only 1 name in his brain. Yunho.
Without thinking, JaeJoong soon took his coat and Binnie’s jacket then ran out the door.
Lucky, when they reach the bus stop, the bus had just arrived so that they can just ride. JaeJoong took the rear seat and luckily Moonbin cough had subsided until finally falling asleep in his mother arms.
As he leaned his head into the glass, JaeJoong sobbed quietly. The tears continued to flow.
"Chunnie .. Is this my punishment for betrayed your love?"
~*~*~*~*~*~
JaeJoong open his eyes slowly and see around. He was already in Seoul and have to be down at the next stop. Lucky he woke up in the right moment.
"Binnie?" He called as he looked down and his eyes widened when he saw Moonbin unconscious. His body was hot and cold sweats running from his forehead.
"Binnie are you okay? Oh God your body is so hot!"JaeJoong said with frustration. The tears started to spread again.
JaeJoong quickly ran off the bus, carrying Moonbin then kept running until he stopped in front of Yunho’s house. Without thinking twice he knock the door and the door open soon.
Yunho was same as last he seen. "Jae .. Joong?" He whisper in disbelief.
"Yunho .. please help me .. "JaeJoong whispered, his face wet with tears. Yunho pulled him immediately into his arms.
"JaeJoong .. JaeJoong .. JaeJoong .." Yunho whisper with a sigh of relief. "Let's come. The air is very cold" Yunho said as he pull JaeJoong into the house.
After closing the door Yunho immediately turn around and cup both of JaeJoong’s cheeks. "Why are you crying?" he asked as he wiped tears from JaeJoong cheeks.
"Moonbin .. Moonbin .." it ‘s the only one who kept out from the pale lips. Yunho looked down at the child in JaeJoong’s arms..
"JaeJoong he is sick!!" Said Yunho when touched Moonbin face. Without thinking, Yunho pulled Moonbin from JaeJoong's arms. And while carrying Moonbin and pull JaeJoong, Yunho grabbed his car keys.
Yunho place Moonbin is JaeJoong’s lap and after closing the door he immediately ran around to the driver's seat.
JaeJoong look at the man next to him. He had never seen Yunho this panic before. The tears begin to flow again, even he begin to sob. Yunho turned around and raised his hand to touch JaeJoong’s cheek..
"He'll be fine .. calm down .." he whispered. But JaeJoong’s crying even harder.
"Why are you still as kind to me Yunho? After I left you out without want to hear your explanation?" JaeJoong wanted to scream like that. But he can’t.
Their car arrive at the hospital a few dozen minutes later. Without wasting time Yunho immediately take Moonbin and ran into the emergency room. Even he did not lock up his car.
The doctors and nurses work hard to reduce Moonbin’s fever. 10 minutes later one of the doctors come see Yunho while JaeJoong cleaning his full of tears face in bathroom.
"Sir-"
"Jung. Jung Yunho. How’s Moonbin, doctor? "
"Mr. Jung, Moonbin cancer get worse and begin to spread to other parts. He must be surgery immediate!"
Yunho widened his eyes. "Ca .. cancer? How .. how bad is it? "
"It is stage 3 already"
Yunho getting more shock. His face is pale instantly. He held both of the doctor's shoulder and shook him. "Please! Please save him doctor! Do whatever it takes to save him!! Do any operation or anything if it could save him!" he said with a depression tone.
"We will do everything possible Mr. Jung. But you need to know the chance of this operation is only 35%. But this operation only the only way to save him"
Yunho’s tears begin to welling up.
"Yun .. what is it? "
Yunho turn around and find JaeJoong stood next to his with face full of confused and panicked.
"Jae .. Moonbin is ill" Yunho whispered hoarsely. JaeJoong nodded slowly.
"I do not have the money to treat it .." JaeJoong whispered with tears started welling up again.
Yunho buried his face in his hands and sobbed. JaeJoong sit next to him and hold his shoulder.
"Doctor.. is Moonbin okay? "JaeJoong asked the man who’s standing in front of them.
"We need to do surgery immediately to save Moonbin"
"O.. operation as soon as possible? Is he getting worse?" JaeJoong whispered in disbelief.
"Doctor. Perform operations! Please save him!" Yunho said finally, his face wet with tears. JaeJoong turn to him with shock in his face. "Yun?! The operation requires great cost. I-"
"Jae .. he's my son too .." Yunho whispered and JaeJoong silenced immediately.
"OK. We will be doing it!"
"Please .. save him .." Yunho whispered.
"We will do everything possible!"
JaeJoong watch the man next to it carefully. Oh God .. why he did not realize it before. He loves this man ..
~*~*~*~*~*~
3 hours had passed since the first time Yunho and JaeJoong sit in front of the operating room. JaeJoong could only sit still while Yunho walked back and forth.
Lights above the operating room died a few moments later and a doctor's come from inside.
"Doctor! How is he?" Yunho exclaimed as soon as he approached the doctor.
Silence made JaeJoong feeling worse. And it proved with the next sentence that came out of his mouth.
"We apologize .. Moonbin .. can not make it .. "
JaeJoong did not know what next. He remembered that he fell, faint cries from Yunho, then black.
~TBC
A/N : hey guys~ thanks for reading and i'm sorry for the late update. I was lazy to translate this fic into english ;p last chapter will coming soon~~