karma's hitting me back for a million different things and all of a sudden BANG -- you've got mono. (actually worse -- some ambiguous disease they're pretty sure is mono, but secretly might be a million other things. great ( Read more... )

when it's warm like this and people in new york are smiling and pushing baby carriages and walking dogs and eating delicious things on the sidewalk and wearing big trendy sunglasses, and looking at how the sky has started to be blue again and the buds on all the trees are pink, you can almost pretend that it's all alive and even the building and ( Read more... )

so marie, you have made me impeccably excited. because in approximately 50 days, give or take, since i forget how to do math, i will be embarking on a european adventure which will be so much better than school is right now! not to sound too anticipatory, i did have a pleasant evening at ame russe, a bar/cafe that the italian waiter claims told ( Read more... )

aesop rock was at the virgin records in union square yesterday. strange, but in a good way i suppose. i had to leave early. for a violin lesson of all things. he looks like a homeless man, and sort of can't talk without slurring his words, but somehow manages to rap. consider me impressed ( Read more... )

i finally fixed all the weird things which were going on in my head. or i and another fixed them together ( Read more... )

so now i'm all tied in knots of one sort or another.

i made myself a valentine today, and i like it very much.

so i'm coming halfway home! and new york is beautiful under sunshine and warmth! all of a sudden my life is busy and more or less under control, which is a nice feeling. and i'm not even sick anymore, so i can resume normal habits which were under suspension... i haven't really said much of anything of interest, but that's all there is right now. ( Read more... )

-- h&m + 2 classes @ the gym + pants + coat + 2 t-shirts + misc. items = $250 = more than i can afford ( Read more... )

strange phone calls in abundance the last 48 hours. what to do.

lately i've been worried that i'm turning into someone who i don't want to be, or at the very least, someone who i wouldn't have liked in high school. i think i'm just missing the grounding i used to have, the stability of familiarity. i couldn't be in a more exciting place, but it's one so full of distractions that i find myself wandering around ( Read more... )